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@princesslovehandles

I am the devil, and I am here to do the devil's work. (THIS BLOG IS NSFW, 18+) 25 and coming undone. i spend a lot of time in my bedroom. this is where i write nonsense/ this wishlist is lame/ and this is kinda what i look like.
Anonymous asked:

Hey, are you still around? Been following you for years and a thought of you just popped up when i was listening to Radiohead's No Surprised. I remembered about you posting it here, and was wondering if you're okay.

so, someone left me this 37 days ago, maybe they’ll see this, maybe they won’t. i’ve heard people are coming back to tumblr, and maybe i will too eventually. who knows.

i am ok, above the dirt at least. thank you for asking, it’s cute to be remembered and it’s cute to be checked on. it’s sweet to know this silly website still has good people on it after all these years. if any of y’all babes want to keep in touch, i’m mostly on insta and twitter these days, message me your handles if y’all wanna keep watching me spiral.

who else just wants to fuck off and living in animal crossing. my neighbor is a bird. i sold three pieces of fruit and bought a sofa with the profit. caught butterflies for two straight hours. my debt exists but the debtor literally doesn’t give a single flying fuck. i wanna go drink coffee at a cafe where it’s served to me by a Gentle pigeon. everyone is happy like 99% of the time unless you whack em with a net or something idk

Teenage alcoholism is so important to recognise. It is not healthy to be getting absolutely wasted a few times a week and sometimes young adults become alcoholic without realising it. If you are unable to have a fun time without drinking or you feel like you need to drink when others are in an overwhelming way then consider getting help.

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our-fantastic-mr-fox

No really. Get help. It starts with parties, and then it’s “lol im just sad all the time” and before you know it everything is awful and you’re spiralling out of control. Don’t get sucked in and don’t let tumblr Depression Culture make you think it’s normal.

See also: wine mom “culture”

“dear Taylor, they say you never forget your first love. I guess this is proof. dear Matt, I don’t know a thing about quiet desperation. I’m sorry if I embarrassed you. dear Eric, dodging this bullet still makes me feel like one of Charlie’s Angels. dear Kevin, you were a two year experiment in bad kissing and unwashed sheets. dear Alyssa, it took me an entire semester of art classes to understand why I felt jealous of your teeth. it was the rawest kind of wanting. dear Garrett, I said no. dear Emily, Emily. dear Zach, your legs looked better in stockings than mine did and I still haven’t forgiven you for it. dear John, you’re why I panic in locked cars. dear Sean, the paranoia that develops after being even lightly stalked never really goes away. I’m still looking over my shoulder. dear Emily, I saved every letter. dear Adam, I was drunk. dear Madison, we were both drunk. dear Dale, I wanted to practice leaving someone who didn’t care that I was leaving. dear Johannes, letting you tie me up was the closest I’ve come to commitment in years. dear Emily, I’m sorry I missed the wedding. I never got an invitation. dear S, you graffitied your name all over my heart and then stood me up at the airport. dear Ashe, I’m not sorry for the poems. dear Caitlyn, if I never kiss anyone again, you’ll be the last person my lips touched. we both know I’m okay with that. dear Emily, I still don’t know what to say.”

— 20 LOVE LETTERS (after Jeanann Verlee) by Trista Mateer

Anonymous asked:

Glad to see you still post on here. Any chance you will be posting more again?

not likely, but i like the attention every once in a while ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i can’t stop thinking about the roughness of your hand up my skirt while i sat in the passenger seat of your truck as the buildings of chicago zoomed by through the window, and i can’t stop dreaming about your warm body pushed against my back in the quiet rooms of the leather filled museum. i came this morning to the memory of sitting at the bottom of your bed, taking off your boots; the weight of them in my lap and the way your laces felt between my shaking fingers. i’m soaked when i remember the dark bruises that immediately bloomed on my pale skin when your open hand came down hard on my tits, i melt over the sound of your voice calling me “babygirl” and asking me who my body belongs to while you wrapped your fingers around my throat and squeezed. i’m shaking this morning with my hitachi pressed against my clit, wishing your fists were wreaking havoc on my soft stomach again.

so, after not posting in a couple weeks and still not feeling any desire to, this is my official hiatus. i’m in a very rough place mentally right now and tumblr just hasn’t felt like the sanctuary that it once was for me. 👻 thank you to all of my lovely followers that have stuck around for so many years, i'm so grateful for all the people that this blog had connected me with. if anyone wants to keep in touch or keep tabs on my shit show of a life, hit me up for fb/insta/snapchat, going ghost on here for a while ya’ll.

Converge | The Saddest Day

And we won’t be breathing in that same sun again.

None of this will ever surface again.

How we get older, how we forget about each other.

And the angel falls to the sky.

Raised and colled she blessed this day she did.

And it rings our ears.

She rarely flies anymore, burden broke her wings.

And I know this ghost, i have seen it before.

Young it is the dying to fast, too soon, i’ll be okay.

The air thins in the quick and our lips move but we hear no sound.

Every time you justify, another good in you dies.

Faith and fear sears me, and love and you pull all the right strings.

“How we get older, how we forget about each other” she said.

Entwined within the sadder of days.

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rajasconqueso-deactivated201508

Repeat after me: - Veganism is not affordable - Veganism is not cruelty free - Veganism is not the best choice for everyone

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caged-freedom

Repeat after me -I’m an idiot and wrong. -Veganism can be made affordable. -Veganism is fucking cruelty free. That’s what it’s all about. - Veganism is the best choice for everyone, if everyone did it. -I’m a fucking asshole for making this completely wrong text post and should shut the hell up now.

Exploiting undocumented immigrants, and other workers is cruelty free? Nearly 500,000 children as young as six harvest 25 percent of US crops.

But I guess brown people don’t fucking matter. 

People are literally starving in South America because all the Quinoa crop is being exported mainly for white vegans who want to live “cruelty-free” but don’t care about brown people as much as they do about animals.

plus, 4 of the 8 most common food allergies (soy, wheat, peanuts, and tree nuts) are common vegan substitutes.

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muttkid

o shit

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laughlikesomethingbroken

i would literally starve to death if i couldn’t eat cheese or meats because my body cannot process nuts as they are too rough on my intestines and cause inflammation

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wildernesswitchery

Veganism is incredibly expensive depending on where you live, mostly if there are no local farms near you. Plant food prices skyrocket, and food deserts exist. Veganism is not even close to cruelty free. You cannot be cruelty free in this country (USA) unless you 100% grow your own food because we use slave labor to pick it. Plus this doesn’t factor in all the harm being caused by the transport of your food, by the truck that carried it around. Veganism is not the best choice for everyone, because some people cannot survive off of a plant based diet. I had tried for a good while, and my chronic illnesses spiked from it. Plus the constant monitoring to make sure I was receiving adequate nutrients triggered my ED to hell and back. Veganism is a great way to start lowering your negative effect on the planet, but that is all it is, a starting place. Your work is not done just because you became vegan and you do not get to throw stones at others because you still live in a glass house. Furthermore - it is absolutely possible to lower your footprint while still consuming animal products - you just have to be selective about what kinds and where they are sourced from. I have a permaculture based garden planned out for when we get land that actually has a smaller footprint than the typical vegan who buys everything at a store does.

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cinensis

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Actually, none of us can survive on a plant-based diet. We cannot manufacture B12, and the so-called “plant-based” sources of B12, it turns out, don’t produce it in a form we can digest.

B12 is found in all animal products.

Additionally, although humans can manufacture taurine (only found in meat), not all of us can manufacture enough taurine. This is why some people get sick when they go vegetarian.

To survive on a vegan diet you need to artificially supplement B12 and possibly taurine. Period.

A diet that requires artificial supplementation is, by definition, unhealthy. And while the cost of vegan B12 supplements is low, when you’re already paying more for your food… Taurine supplementation, if you happen to be one of the people who needs it, is another added expense and hassle. A few vegans have also found it necessary to supplement carnitine, which is considerably more expensive. Oh, and most vegans don’t get enough calcium and end up with bone problems. Many are also Vitamin D deficient, especially if living at high latitudes, if dark skinned, or if religiously using sunscreen. And Vitamin D2 (plant derived) is not as easily absorbed as D3 (which ONLY comes from animals), so you need even more of it.

Then there’s protein.

I personally cannot properly digest nuts. I react the way lactose intolerant people do to milk if I consume pistachios, walnuts, or pecans. Almonds are actively toxic to me. Hazelnuts mess with my brain.

Because I am on thyroid medication, I am not supposed to consume large quantities of soy, as it can make my thyroid worse, throwing off my dosage. I can have some, but I cannot use it as a major protein source. This is also true for trans men (the phytoestrogens intefere with testosterone therapy), cis men with low testosterone (same reason) and women with a family history of breast cancer (elevates risk). Excessive soy consumption has also been linked to early puberty in girls (Again, phytoestrogens) and reproductive/sexual problems in both sexes. Eating a bit of soy is fine, but tofu should not be used as a meat substitute except for the occasional meal.

This limits my access to non-animal proteins to beans and grains. If I was gluten intolerant as well (I’m not, but it’s in my family), it would be a real problem. The only dairy substitute available to me is rice milk (and rice causes many of the same problems environmentally as raising beef).

Oh, but it’s better for the environment, right?

Nope.

In addition to the already-mentioned quinoa, we’re cutting down rain forest in Mexico to grow avocados. Rice production is almost as bad for the environment as factory-based beef production for similar reasons. Also, plant-based foods, esp. fruit and fresh vegetables, are more likely to end up being wasted.

Studies indicate that if we all gave up meat tomorrow, all 7 billion of us gave up animal products forever, the good side would be the reduction in antibiotic use and greenhouse gas emissions.

How about the bad side?

1.3 billion people would lose their jobs overnight. 1.3 billion. 987 of them are poor.

Another thing that Ban Eating Meat Tomorrow types forget is that veganism is not necessarily the most effective use of farmland.

Uh, what?

The statement that if everyone switched to a vegan diet we would need a fraction of our current farmland assumes all farmland is created equal.

It simply is not.

I suspect that a lot of this perspective either comes from city dwellers who have no clue about farming or from people in the US breadbasket where there is a lot of high quality farmland suitable for raising food for humans.

The last global census in 2008 said that at that time, if all 6 billion people went vegan, it would need 3,068,444,911 acres of arable land. At the time there was about 3,212,369,959 acres of arable land: That is to say land suitable for raising crops humans can eat.

However, we’re building on, or otherwise destroying, arable land at the rate of about 1% a year and the population has grown.

We literally do not have enough arable land to feed everyone a plant-based diet.

And there are parts of the world that have a worse proportion of arable land to land only suitable for pasture than the US. Scotland comes immediately to mind. People in these places would have to import most of their food. I’m not sure Iceland could survive without eating fish.

If we all gave up eating meat tomorrow many of us would starve. I’m not exaggerating or being alarmist.

I’m also not criticizing people who choose not to eat animal products (just please make sure you get the required nutrients).

I am criticizing the “I don’t eat animal products and nobody else should either” crowd. Because it’s not that simple.

Also, bluntly, vitamin B12 deficiency can cause mood disturbances and paranoia…

But again, if you have to consume artificial supplements for whatever reason (unless it’s a personal absorption issue) your diet is not healthy.

Sorry, it’s just not.

Reblogging again for added info

Legit one of the reasons I love tf out of this site. I had been fasting from meat for the last two months and I can generally say, I felt a lot better. But, these last 2 days I had little pieces of meat here and there. And I noticed my body was missing a few things. But this knowledge is everything! And makes so much sense! Thank you for sharing!

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Idk why yall does this if you dont want to be vegan then dont but stop talking shit about something you havent done damn

@bubblegum-pwussay literally the only person talking shit on this thread was the vegan? Everything else I read was information. The one vegan just attacked the person. Are we reading the same thread?

The person said none of us could survive on a plant based diet which is a gigantic lie. They also blamed veganism for undocumented immigrants force to work in the fields which is ridiculous because corporations have been using undocumented workers for years so they dont have to pay a livable pay but their blaming vegans for that somehow. They also said being a vegan isnt affordable well Im not guna get into that one cause ppl will argue me down about that one eventhough my food bill is cheaper now. There have been countless people who have lived a very long life being a vegan so idk why ppl feel the need to lie and say u cant make it on a vegan diet

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clarawebbwillcutoffyourhead

i just have some questions but most pressingly this part:

1.3 billion people would lose their jobs overnight. 1.3 billion. 987 of them are poor.

i need some clarification there. yes.

food for thought

Anonymous asked:

Just a bar huh? I mean if one were to come on to you, and want to ask you out.

i don't generally go out with anonymous strangers from the internet, but if you happen to live around here and run into me at a bar then yes, you can buy me a drink if you want to.

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strengththroughrestraint-deacti

(JPN/vinyl only track)

In a better world there would be a better me without the chase that won’t leave me be. Wolves at my door keep all your wars. I’m going home to bed. I’ve paid more death than you will ever live.