:’)

How I look trying to fit into size 0 pants:

me and my ed every time i eat in public

okay u bitches

there are 58 days until jan. 1. 2020.

now i don’t know about u, but i dont want to start the next decade fat

so,

im gonna become even more strict than i am now, bc i refuse to be fat when 2020 starts

who’s with me?!

not being really overweight but not being thin is a weird place because you never look quite as good as your friends and you’re in that spot that everyone tells you “you’re not fat!” but doesn’t want to say you’re thin and no matter if your weight shifts you always sort of look the same to yourself and in some situations you can hide your appearance but in others its alarmingly obvious, and buying clothes is like a luck of the draw as to if you’ll look thin or huge because it feels like there isn’t an in between 

Me when I step on the scale after a week of restricting and only losing 1 pound:

Skinny legends

jolting awake @ 3AM mood

Do y'all ever feel too fat to function ? Like “damn I really look like this I have to cancel all plans and not see anyone for a week” type of feeling ?

someone: do you want a mint?

my anorexic ass, scared of the 5.7 calories in it: no thanks! :)

me @ 4am:

123.8, 17.5 BMI

when you’re so starving the hunger turns into nausea and you don’t even want to eat anymore