stop worrying about what might be. go in for what you want. be aggressive towards happiness.
your hair sticks out where your horns would grow.
there is good to you. just you. a quality that belongs not to what you do, or who loves you, not what you give or what you might create.
there is something about you. just you. the immutable you—the very Who of you, the part that can’t be replaced.
it’s something good. a value that proves irrevocable. a worthiness cast in sterling. it cannot be taken from you. and it says:
you are and always will be enough - in any light, with any loss. just you is good enough.
will I become another one of your lost memories?
is something really ‘lost’ if you let it go?
sometimes the brave thing is to run away.
do you see what happens when you decide to hold on? do you? the scales are balanced in your favor, and you are Venus’ child.
11:37 - he says he wants me but just not right now, he says he doesn't deserve me but he's wrong, he says I'm making a mistake with him but that's not true, he says I could do better but I can't, I don't want to. We dated for 5 months and he broke up with me a week ago because he says I'm too good for him, but he's wrong. How do I show him I love him, how do I show him I don't want anyone else?
this isn’t about you. it’s not you he doesn’t believe: it’s himself. love cannot cure this. but help may.
separate yourself. you do not need the world’s burdens. take weightless hours to refresh and become strong.
be honest with yourself about where you are meant to be.
testimony does not have to be right or wrong. you do not have to wholly embrace nor unequivocally reject it. i say, this is a door: a door with a window. this is an opportunity to say, what lies beyond this door is material i can weave with. or maybe it is a chance to say, the riches beyond this view are not those kind which serves my hunger.
to open the door, to claim the path, this choice is yours. but never decry the oracle for the cards ze draws; all possibilities are gifts, even those left shut and locked behind you.
all I wanted was your reckless heart
darling, a heart wild as mine could never have been yours, or anyone’s.
and if i’d die in the process—oh, how inspired it would nonetheless be, to die by wholly living.
you won’t let them destroy this without wailing regret. you won’t let them leave this house before it is burnt to ashes.
it is not the tumor’s fault that it is a cancer, but that does not mean it should not be cut out. let yourself off. you needed to grow without them.
maybe don’t shut your mouth. maybe be incessant. maybe state your crude and badly hewn truths. certainly—not maybe, certainly—do not defile yourself to deceive that all is fine.
yes, i’m baiting you. don’t bite? not worth the catch.
my space is mine, and you have no right to dictate it.
if they don’t know you want to be left alone, tell them. if they do know and they’re not doing it, block them.
