picking my lips even after they are raw is one of the best feelings truly one of the reasons I can handle being alive when that little bit of skin you’ve been fighting with picks off I luvvvvv it

the girls were like you should go into events you’d be good with people and it’s like no yeah I believe I’m good with people but people aren’t good with me haha I love being around others but it feels as though everyone around me is really harsh and weird or maybe I’m weird and soft and so it just feels very unnatural to be around most of the world jeeezus but also if people who don’t fully know me a lot think that of me I think that says a lot about how I’m perceived and which means I could probably be really good at it

I just love hugging I love comforting I love holding the faces of loved ones…I was literally meant to be a lover over everything ever :( I just really want the best for everyone in the world :( anyways I just love cuddling and hugging and stroking and being the sweetest and more hugging and holding hands etc etc etc etc

I can’t sleep but I’m so fucking tired :( too much sugar before bed in the form of a beautiful late meal

something about being around women my age speaks to me greatly I’ll never take advantage of being around women ever again btw

god the girl I’m trying to become besties with mum passed away and it’s so heartbreaking to have her cry and feel defeated I adore her and I know that she will prevail and this will only make her a sweeter more loving woman 🥹

I’m just a normal girl with a normal mood with normal thoughts and a normal range of emotions with a normal brain that works normally :)