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TheLastWendigo

@praisethevoidgoddess

Fluffy coats over steel. Candy and tea for a retired priest. She/her 21

it’s so difficult being someone who needs to talk to themself in public. there is no way for me to avoid looking “crazy” when im constantly shouting or whispering to myself or jerking my neck. i wish people understood this doesn’t mean im dangerous. people with many different mental illnesses or disorders face this issue as well and all situations deserve more compassion. treat people who talk to themselves loudly or quietly, continuously, repeatedly, or with pauses, the same as anyone else.

Hi some people are saying stuff like this and like. Not to be rude but no I Can't.

My talking to myself isn't describing tasks or quiet mumbling. It's more like this:

"nonononono no thank you FUCK FUCK *incoherent noise* *scream* FUCK off Good morning good morning good morning good morning"

This post was about tourettes syndrome and tics, and about psychosis. It was not about people who have ADHD who sometimes mumble about their task or what is on their mind.

I completely respect all experiences with needing to talk to yourself out loud, but my repetitive tics that MAKE ME LOOK DANGEROUS AND CRAZY cannot be masked, not by pretending I'm on a call, which I do try sometimes, not by acting like it's just a quirk, or that I'm very into my current task. Not trying to make a callout but this sentiment is irritating me because of the exact nature of my post, it should be obvious this is not a tool available to me.

Please don't ignore tourettic experiences that we can't mask, in a post about tourettes....

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“Well it’s not just mainstream music, aren’t ALL songs about sex and relationships if you really think about it—“ Absolutely the fuck not. I just listened to a song about being buried alive and one about pirates battling a giant squid. Listen to more weird music immediately

god i am always the FIRST to rally against the failures of just fighting for tolerance from straight cis ppl, but also we haven't even fucking reached tolerance yet.

we still need "We're Queer We're Here Get Used To It", because i don't know about you guys, but from what I'm seeing, they aren't fucking used to it.

we need that old school "we're your hairdressers, your teachers, your neighbors, your siblings, your friends" energy back ASAP. quietly queer isn't cutting it for me anymore. in your face dykes fag queer trans forever until i'm fucking dead.

have i ever talked about my “mob grows up to be a meteorologist and all his friends watch the weather like it’s the superbowl” headcanon on here

mob: the forecast calls for a 50% chance of rain

the comically large group of people crowded around the spirits and such tv to watch his first broadcast:

[Edited to leave out the original link post and Op’s name]

I’m not going to stop drawing, it’s one of the few ways I use to deal with my depression. Besides, it’s fun to draw. Besides, it’s good to make fanarts for a show, especially when it ended with little chance of getting new content.

all goofing aside I genuinely don't understand the urge to reimagine Taylor Allison Swift as a secretly queer icon when the pop music scene(TM) is like. literally overflowing with women who actually like women. Gaga and Kesha and Miley and Halsey are right there. Rina Sawayama and Hayley Kiyoko and Rebecca Black and Kehlani and Victoria Monét and Miya Folick if you're willing to get slightly less top 100. Janelle and Demi for them nonbinary takes on liking girls. like what are we doing here. like I'm not even saying you can't enjoy Taylor but why would you hang all your little gay hopes on her.

Isn’t Lady Gaga bisexual?

yes that is indeed why she's on the list of famous women who like women

why have multiple people reblogged this with some horse-assed "um actually most of these people are bi or pan" did I fucking stutter I said they like girls. what is your point. I'm going to kill you.

POV: you make a good post and then encounter tumblr reading comprehension

btw to just clarify for anyone who sees this reblog of this post

op is basically saying something along the lines of "yea ik taylor swift is bi but like. why is she y'all's only lgbtq+ pop icon when there are all these other lgbtq+ people in the pop scene???"

i might have worded this badly but hopefully i got the main point across

hi op here I certainly did not fucking say Taylor Swift is bi

I made the mistake of checking out SCP 7+ years after I drifted away and now I'm feeling very "old man yells at cloud."

Like I hope y'all are having fun over there but man I don't understand literally any of this. Back in my day we had three standard object classes and hadn't even cracked series IV open yet. Every one of these pages has a custom CSS theme at bare minimum meanwhile I'm sat here remembering when changing your font color or adding hidden text was earnestly considered thinking outside the box.

 “hi welcome to mcdonalds what can i get for you?”

“yeah can i get a deluxe quarter pounder with cheese?”

“absolutely, do you want the meal or just the sandwich?’

“uuuuuh hold on”

*fishes something out of my pocket*

“mikey what do i do?”

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“get the fries. youll need the energy in the coming days”

*stuffs it back in my pocket*

“uhh yes please  the meal would be great”

Now that it’s back it’s hard to remember a time where they sued to get the post taken down