Definition

Almost impossible it would seem, this constant darkness in my dreams. Once a place where I could open my fingers from resisting what may come when my eyes closed at night. Now, it’s a fearful and long journey until the sun awakes me from that torment.From what you may observe, I have braved many vices and now align with what version I hope to become. Still, it will be a difficult road and a lonely road. I am still undertaking this challenge. For it promises me a new day, a new page and perhaps a reset from what I thought was a good life...to now what is a better life.Time is the only risk factor, which I hope will favor me. This is my definition. Version 2.0

For what its worth...

It was never my intention to ever harm you. I was lost too and perhaps the pain I now feel from reading your story is earned. I accept this pain. I struggled for years up to now, to reconcile the loss. I am however deeply saddened by your words, I also know however it is better these words just float in the air like the 100s of emails I have sent you over the years. If only you knew my story too...

I do wish the best for you and hope that in your belief you can forgive me.

Bye Bye.

Yolandi Erasmus, snapped a few years ago

Chrizelle Fourie, snapped a few years ago.

Beyond

When the wind started our song,

were we not just dust in the wind.

Yet as time and our galaxy scurried along,

another moment ended what elatedly did begin.

Not against nature’s will but for,

not what we did but what we would...

Beyond a world’s rules.

Perseverance

Did we not cross rivers,

Break boundaries sound.

Those that they might imagine,

Those they would find crafted around.

These rules that still mean no seas,

No mountains and no rivers to me.

Still on this pebbled path I stumble,

From one rusted bruise to another heal.

And still I do ponder and wonder,

The next moment might be a memory I feel.

And sadly she drowns me in her stall,

Echo less this call.

Still I do not falter not fail,

Truly not my construct or my jail.

I am formidable, beyond comprehension,

Afar from my audience and my gallery.

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Snapped these during a weekend away at Malibongwe Game Reserve in Bela-Bela which resides in the Limpopo province.

Some winter shots I took this morning in Standerton, Mpumalanga, South Africa. Winter is about to end. This is a train bridge that crosses the Vaal River.

Sherryl Anne, a shoot about two years ago.

Sherryl Anne, took this a while back.

One of the absolute beautiful women in my life...

Took this shot last night and added the Nike branding to it because the action is pretty much what Nike slogan describes.