How do I tell him? How do I tell him I love him without actually saying it? If I told him he means the world to me it wouldn’t be enough. Telling him he saved me wouldn’t be enough. Not even love is the right word. What word means more than love ?
And now that you’re gone, I find I can not do all the things we used to do together. The wort part of that is that we did everything together. We slept together, we ate together, showered together, I didn’t even brush my teeth without you. How do I do everything that was ours, by myself now ?
I can still smell you in our bed, on the pillow and in the sheets. Every time I walk into our room my heart breaks all over again. There’s a part of me that expects you to be lying in the bed when I open the door and you’ll look up at me with the biggest smile when you realize it’s me. And when I open the door and you’re not there, I want to rip out my heart. I hate you for not being here, I hate you for leaving. But I want you back.
All the mornings I spent with my head on his chest, staring out the window, listening to his heart beating- I want them back
me and the coffee i pulled by being financially irresponsible
“I am sorry someone loved you badly, and that they made you feel like you take up more space than you deserve. I am sorry they abandoned you when you need them the most and it has made you believe that love is an awful thing that hurts.”
— Nikita Gill
“I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.”
— Robert Polito
“She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat.”
— Catherynne M. Valente
“I would like my life to be a statement of love and compassion - and where it isn’t, that’s where my work lies.”
— Ram Dass
“The very first moment I beheld him, my heart was irrevocably gone.”
— Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility
“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”
— Beau Taplin
“What a terrible mistake to let go of something wonderful for something real.”
— Miranda July, No One Belongs Here More Than You
“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”
— B.M.
“When I’m with you, I feel a kind of calm I’ve never felt in my life. I’m tangled up in you and you’re tangled up in me and it feels right. Like it was meant to be.”
— Rachel Gibson, Tangled Up In You
“Silence his demons and you will be able to hear his angels sing.”
— Viola CN
“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”
— Unknown
