I Hate YouI really don’t.
This time, you fell and you fell alone.
But it wasn’t I who endangered you.
You seem to have forgotten that.
Just because I failed as your hero,
You’ve turned me to the villain,
Conveniently overlooking the path we took to get here,
Pretending it was not you, but me….
It must have been me who cast us into these flames.
It must have been me because….well, there was never quite a reason,
Only a pattern.
But this time, you fell and you couldn’t grab on,
You couldn’t strangle me and cling for life.
Part of me feels sorry for you,
But another, sicker part likes this karma…
And dammit do I hate myself for wanting just a little bit of justice,
Because you’re worth a little pain.