•I was tøld when I get ølder all my fears wøuld shrink•••
Can I kill myself yet? So, much, shit is happening in my life right now and my anxiety is so fucking high and I don't know how to handle what's going on. I need to smoke a few joints and get drunk as fuck with friends and yet no. I can't because I have to be an adult and go to work and make money so I can get an apartment and Jesus fuck I just wanna be 16 again. I hate this whole adult shit. I hate it so much.
Jonathan Carroll (via wordsnquotes)
Jonathan Carroll (via wordsnquotes)
Lately I've been so sad. And I do t know why. I just can't be happy. I should be happy. I've got a few great friends. I've got a job. And my job has made me have some good friends. But regardless of all of that, I'm still very sad. Very very sad. And I don't understand.
“He asked his uncle whether or not he would get into heaven if he killed himself, & then did. What was already a heart-breaking story became even more overwhelming for everyone, cause it was two people, two children who didn’t need to die. It’s still a lot to take in, it’s still a lot to think about & make sense of. This is a tragedy, & how overwhelming it still is to me, today, years later & mostly unaffected, it wasn’t someone i knew that got killed, or that killed himself, but it’s still been difficult for me to really fully process.” - Jordan Dreyer
This Is How You Love Her // Lindsey Hobart (via heartofthebitter-mindofapoet)

