Damnit, I just can’t help myself.
The little red echidna puggle sat on his knees, staring down at the little blue flicky on the ground. It lay still, its tiny beak parted slightly. He reached forward slowly, poking it with a shaky finger. It was cool to the touch, and did not move at his prodding.
The puggle’s brow furrowed. He’d never seen a flicky do this before. He recognized this particular one from a few days before. It had been moving a little slower than its kin, and hadn’t wanted to eat when he offered the rest of the flock some berries he’d picked from the meadow.
Was it sleeping? Sick? Did it need help? Whenever he was sick or hurt, he would go to the big green stone at the top of the stairs. It would help make him feel better. Maybe it could help the little flicky, too.
Glancing up, the puggle found the rest of the flock peering down at him. He chirped up to them, trying to convey his intent. The tilted their heads as they listened, but did not respond to his calls. He shook his head in slight annoyance, and gently cupped the still flicky in his hands. Then he ran toward the big gem.
Fear crawled up the young echidna’s chest, and he fought off panic through sheer will. The flicky lay still in his hands, its body cool and limp. The boy’s skin prickled into goosebumps. It was unnatural. He ran faster.
Finally the stone alter came into view, and he hurried up the steps. Once before the green gem, he held the little flicky up, urging the large jewel to help it with a soft whine.
The gem glowed softly, and the puggle felt a warmth flow into him, encircling his heart as an image filled his mind. He saw a flower, growing from a tiny seed, standing tall as its petals opened, before wilting and returning to the ground. He’d seen this play out in the few years he explored the island he called home. That was the natural order of things. Plants grew, then returned to the soil to nourish it and make it healthy for future plants. It was one of the first things the large gem had shown him.
But what did a flower have to do with this sick flicky? The puggle held it up again, making a louder, more urgent grunt. It was sick. Hurt maybe. The gem had to help it, like it helped him.
The jewel shimmered once more, and a breeze blew through the nearby trees, sounding like a soft sigh. Another wave of warmth in his chest, and new pictures appeared in his head.
This time of a flicky, like the one he held.
It started as an egg, which hatched to reveal a little naked chick. That chick grew, blue feathers poking out as it matured. It hopped about, full of energy and vitality, before slowing down. Finally it lay down, growing still.
Just like the one in his hands.
The puggle stood still, the meaning of the images sinking in. He pulled his hands back, and stared down at the flicky.
Despite the warmth the gem tried to send him, a chill filled the puggle’s belly, climbing up to settle behind his ribs. His heart hurt, it squeezed and tightened at the thought that he would never play with this flicky again, that it would never fly or sing or snuggle against him as they napped beneath the warm sun again.
Tears pricked the boy’s eyes, and he whined as the first ones trickled down his muzzle. Gone. His little flicky friend was gone. A sob pushed out past the knot in his throat, and he pulled the flicky to his chest to hug it tight.
The gem reached out to him, filling him with warmth and images of the flicky when it had been happy and full of life. When it and he had snacked on berries, and chirped to each other as they sat in nearby trees. Showing him the joy the little animal had felt, being his friend.
Slowly, the young echidna’s tears slowed. His friend was gone, but the memories were still there. He would try to keep those near his heart, even though he would miss the little flicky.
Without looking back at the gem, the puggle turned and walked back down the steps, toward the tree he’d found the flicky beneath. He gently laid it down, and used his claws to dig a deep hole. He dug carefully, wanting it to be large enough to lay the flicky inside comfortably.
Once he was satisfied with his work, he gently lay the little animal inside, carefully folding its wings in to seat them properly against its little body. He stared at the hole for a moment, before pulling the dirt back inside.
The puggle sat there, on his knees, for a long time. Tears came and went, and sometimes he sobbed as though his heart were breaking. The gem did what it could to comfort him, but knew this was something he needed to work through. It couldn’t shield him from death, nor did it want to. But it reached out and offered him as much support and love it could.
It would not be the last time the boy who would eventually come to be called Knuckles would encounter death. But he would come to view it as a painful, yet natural part of life.