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Is it not ironic ?

@pizzawontmakemecry

Forever looking for the perfect day. it's a celebration of deppression -SWS, BMTH, ATL, PTV, -

I have never in my life been this scared including when I tried to take my own life

I don’t want to go back to this god please let it be anything else I can’t go through that again

Not this again

My heart is so hung up on him the smallest things he does make my heart warm

A -sad but noticeable- pattern

Apparently every time I catch feelings things get dark again

What is wrong with me

And now I’m scared, this can’t be happening again

Not again

I wanna scream I feel helpless I can’t go through it again Why am I like this Is it me What do I do Make it stop I don’t know what to do Save it save me Not again Please I’m too tired I’m sorry Can’t lose it

Not again

I know this feeling I know this fear I know this pain All too well Please not again