i love you but you just make me so sad
Mastered the art of silent crying
Wishing the anxiety would let me sleep
I have never in my life been this scared including when I tried to take my own life
i could really make use of a massage, an orgasm, hard apple cider & a check for $300,000
Not again
My breathing is so pitched and forced I’m tired
Ana t3ebt kosom di 7ayah
Oh god I miss you on my lips
Someone take these damn feelings away
He says kiss me and I melt to his feet
Again
My heart is fucking broken
Heart to heart conversation needed pls help
Not this again
My heart is so hung up on him the smallest things he does make my heart warm
A -sad but noticeable- pattern
Apparently every time I catch feelings things get dark again
What is wrong with me
And now I’m scared, this can’t be happening again
Oh yes
The chilling feeling of being back here, how wonderful
Why the fuck does he know more about me than you do?
Not again
I wanna scream I feel helpless I can’t go through it again Why am I like this Is it me What do I do Make it stop I don’t know what to do Save it save me Not again Please I’m too tired I’m sorry Can’t lose it
Not again
I know this feeling I know this fear I know this pain All too well Please not again
