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@piyo-13 / piyo-13.tumblr.com

piyo // she/her nobel prize aspirant my art // my fics

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bard the Bowman/Thranduil Characters: Bard the Bowman, Thranduil (Tolkien) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Grief/Mourning, Thranduil never sailed West, Mythical Beings & Creatures, Folklore, Alternate Universe - Reincarnation, Reincarnation Series: Part 32 of Barduil Month 2023 Summary:

There is a legend in Dale, that somewhere deep in the forest that borders the city lives the forest king, an ancient being with a special care for archers, and for all things that grow. Bard, camping in the woods after his finals, finds a place that isn’t on any maps and begins to dream of something - someone - familiar; and years later, after the heaviest loss he has ever had to bear, he goes back out there again, hoping to find something that might help him recover.

This is an extra for @bi-widower-dads‘ Barduil Month 2023, days 18 ‘myths’ and 30 'reincarnation AU’, inspired by @piyo-13’s glorious piece of art for day 18. They said “thousands of years have passed, middle earth is well into the age of men; but around dale, a myth still persists of an ancient forest king, often considered a patron of archers and growing things. bard has never really bought into the myths, but one day he goes camping in the woods, and through a series of events ends up in an old, crumbling hall… except the stained glass windows are still, stunningly, intact. on the central one is depicted a figure, white hair and a long black arrow in hand… bard doesn’t know why the sight of this affects him so much, but it does, and he dreams of the mysterious figure all through the rest of the camping trip. and then the au proceeds with thranduil actually showing up or something, and bard regaining some memories from the past and falling in love all over again. or something :)” and I just couldn’t help myself. :D

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Eastern Blue Bird (Sialia sialis)

January 24, 2022

Southeastern Pennsylvania

My most popular photo of 2022 was something I almost didn’t post.  Technically, from a photographer’s standpoint, it is not as good a photo of a bird as I usually post.  But I have learned that my followers would rather see a photo of one of my common birds doing something birdy than a perfectly posed picture of a rare warbler.

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i, personally, love to straddle that fine line between “fandom blog” and “record of complete psychological breakdown”

just interviewing my brain... WHY are you SO CERTAIN that i'm dying.... i don't understaaaand

#piyo's life#wish i could tell ya what my resting heart rate is but unfortunately i am always like on the verge of a fucking panic attack ig!!#like one of those horses from that one post#hypervigilant brain horse REALLY fucking me up this week i gotta say#i still can't believe that running around like i was didn't fucking stop it at all#like HENLO??? that's advice numero uno about anxiety 'just go and move and it will trick your brain into thinking you evaded the threat'#the threat has NOT been evaded apparently#even though it should have been because AGAIN#people who are dying or seriously ill do not have the capacity to go running around like crazy#i mean tbf it was more of a gentle jog but nonetheless#anyway!! i am. not dying my brain horse is just being stupid#i guess i gotta go fucking#journal or meditate or listen to antianxiety music or some shit idk#and i just finished a big longfic now too so i have to decide on another#FICKING brain tigers i want them GONE#man..... i wish i could worry obsessively about things that didn't culminate in my death yanno#like wow.... maybe i could worry about theses or something... if i flunk my thesis it'll suck but i won't DIE#but nooooooo the brain horse HAS to decide i'm terminally ill#licherally so tired of this#part of me wants to go running again just to make my brain shut up but it's dark and i'm out of contacts#anyway whatever whatever i'm probably fine because i could run and most likely it's just tiredness because I haven't been sleeping good#*rolls around on the ground* i'm just!!! so tired of this and i want it to stop but i can't seem to turn it off no matter what i do#....just like. 3 more weeks until therapy ig#i should email her to schedule an appointment actually lmao like BLEASE HELP MY BRAIN HORSE#BECOME A FUCKING NORMAL HORSE#hrrrghhdhdhdbdid#HHHRGGEJDJDJDBDJSJSKSKDJDJJDHHHHD#anyway it's fine i'm totally normal about everything#i still find it wild that there are people out there who DON'T live their lives picturing every way they could die if they set foot outside#like... what's it like. to not fear existing. it sounds nice
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what’s funniest about the pacific rim scientists is like. when newt geiszler says he’s a scientist he means an old-timey 1910s entomologist wearing khaki shorts and a comically oversized pair of binoculars traipsing through the jungle capturing endangered species of butterfly and murmuring “egads!! fascinating…..” and scribbling it in his journal. when hermann gottlieb is being a scientist it’s literally the fucking manhattan project. tortured chainsmoking physicist. pawn of a war. repressed homosexual all his life. gets executed for being a communist. And they have to do each other’s peer review