Edward

head heartsick 

monday morning blues        with a hang-over & uncomfy shoes                              but when i see you and                                  you smile you’re so cute i bet you can light up an entire room and remind my heart that life is good

but sometimes i worry that i’m boring you not courting you.  when it came to time i never meant you to feel like i was shorting you – the only thing i’d rather be doing is holding you.

               especially if you’re feeling cold & blue … and your sensitivity makes you feel so confused … and sometimes i don’t want to share my problems because i don’t want to burden you because it hurts to think that i’m hurting you because i know you’re broken too   i can’t ever see myself hurting you unless it’s in servitude when i’m loving you and calling you so enthused because you understand the difference between dominating you and controlling you and if it means going the extra mile i’m going to

you’re the most beautiful thing i ever accidentally strolled into and i’m hoping you always feel safe and loved and soaked in youth and with my arms around you, you will be bulletproof when i’m tightly holding you until you grow into your most beautiful self radiating golden hues

you’ll find another

they said

but I don’t want another

I thought 

— Ben Mezrich

— Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl (via books-n-quotes)