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Tisiwa

@piscean-peace

pisces ↑ taurus ☉ taurus ☾
she/her. queer. autistic. spiritualist. 21

Chiron in Aires + Venus in Leo Retrograde 2023

Stationing 23 July 2023

PROMPTS PART 1

As time progresses, some prompts may be of help and some may not. Some may resonate more heavily than others but this is just what Chiron is prompting.

- Where do you sometimes feel your wounds are trickling into your interpersonal relationships?

- What part of yourself have you been struggling to get into? And what’s holding you back?

- And to add onto that, are there some ways you’re scared of yourself? Why is that?

- What internal nagging have you been avoiding? And why?

- Where have you felt most stuck emotionally? Why is that?

- What thought patterns are stopping you from flourishing? And do those thought patterns actually interfere/evoke certain indirect self-sabotaging behaviours and patterns?

- What parts of you did you think were healed but seem to not be right now?

- How do you approach nourishing yourself and your emotions when you need it?

- How often do you forgive yourself? Have there been times you haven’t forgiven yourself, why?

- What habits do you fear repeating?

- What experiences, people or patterns in your everyday life have been recurring recently? Do you see the pattern there? What is your dynamic in that? Where does this come from and do you see the need to release that? How does that make you feel?

- What’s your relationship with your inner child like?

- What’s your relationship with your emotions like?

Everyone will have AT LEAST one (1). No more avoidance. Take it easy and be gentle with yourself because you will be releasing heavy emotions that are gonna be coming up from now until 26 December. If you feel it’s safer to approach this with a therapist instead, defs do so! It might not seem like the time right now, but as the retrograde starts taking place it’ll all make sense.

Chiron in Aires + Venus in Leo Retrograde 2023

Stationing 23 July 2023

PROMPTS PART 1

As time progresses, some prompts may be of help and some may not. Some may resonate more heavily than others but this is just what Chiron is prompting.

- Where do you sometimes feel your wounds are trickling into your interpersonal relationships?

- What part of yourself have you been struggling to get into? And what’s holding you back?

- And to add onto that, are there some ways you’re scared of yourself? Why is that?

- What internal nagging have you been avoiding? And why?

- Where have you felt most stuck emotionally? Why is that?

- What thought patterns are stopping you from flourishing? And do those thought patterns actually interfere/evoke certain indirect self-sabotaging behaviours and patterns?

- What parts of you did you think were healed but seem to not be right now?

- How do you approach nourishing yourself and your emotions when you need it?

- How often do you forgive yourself? Have there been times you haven’t forgiven yourself, why?

- What habits do you fear repeating?

- What experiences, people or patterns in your everyday life have been recurring recently? Do you see the pattern there? What is your dynamic in that? Where does this come from and do you see the need to release that? How does that make you feel?

- What’s your relationship with your inner child like?

- What’s your relationship with your emotions like?

Everyone will have AT LEAST one (1). No more avoidance. Take it easy and be gentle with yourself because you will be releasing heavy emotions that are gonna be coming up from now until 26 December. If you feel it’s safer to approach this with a therapist instead, defs do so! It might not seem like the time right now, but as the retrograde starts taking place it’ll all make sense.

Mahmoud Darwish, Life To The Last Drop

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[text ID:

“If someone said to me again: ‘Supposing you were to die tomorrow, what would you do?’ I wouldn’t need any time to reply. If I felt drowsy, I would sleep. If I was thirsty, I would drink. If I was writing, I might like what I was writing and ignore the question. If I was having lunch, I would add a little mustard and pepper to the slice of grilled meat. If I was shaving, I might cut my earlobe. If I was kissing my girlfriend, I would devour her lips as if they were figs. If I was reading, I would skip a few pages. If I was peeling an onion, I would shed a few tears. If I was walking, I would continue walking at a slower pace. If I existed, as I do now, then I wouldn’t think about not existing. If I didn’t exist, then the question wouldn’t bother me. If I was listening to Mozart, I would already be close to the realms of the angels. If I was sleeping, I would carry on sleeping and dream blissfully of gardenias. If I was laughing, I would cut my laughter by half out of respect for the information. What else could I do, even if I was braver than an idiot and stronger than Hercules?”

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I think self-kindness is a little more accessible if you’re having trouble reaching self-love. Think about it. There’s plenty of people you don’t necessarily love, but you still put the effort into being kind to. Why should you be any different towards yourself?

People who think that ableism against mentally disabled people either isn't real or is "mild" have never been...

- restrained and yelled at during a meltdown

- denied the ability to transition because people won't let them make choices about their own bodies (and then have that issue get completely ignored by neurotypical trans people)

- abused by their own parents for behaving in ways that look weird or rude even though they can't help it

- sent to an underfunded and often neglectful special ed school so their neurotypical peers don't have to see or deal with them

- forced to constantly focus on acting in a way that feels unnatural and stressful to them in order to mask their disability and avoid further abuse

- physically assaulted for things like "acting crazy," having hallucinations, taking medication that neurotypical people think is scary, etc.

- denied accomodations at school or work because people decided they're so stupid they're not worth the effort

- locked up in a psych ward against their will

- unable to shower, shop for groceries, or other basic care needs because of overstimulation, executive dysfunction, and other mental health issues.

- treated like subhuman because they have an intellectual or developmental disability and need people to take care of them 24/7

... And it shows.

Mental disability is not fucking Disability Lite. If you think that the only ableism we face is occasionally being called a mean word, you're part of the problem. We have every right to be angry about the way we're treated.

And no disabled people, whether mentally or physically disabled, should have to be all smiley and positive just to make the people who constantly abuse us comfortable.

Autistics deserve time to recharge from social situations

Spoonies deserve time to recharge from social situations

Anxious people deserve time to recharge from social situations

Does anyone need time to recharge from social situations? Give them their time. We need it