watching porn like there’s gonna be a test on it later
even watching porn he’s still my sweet boy. like he’s so innocent what’re you talking about? he’s watching it to learn about anatomy guys. gosh.
my sudden obsession with a random actor has led me to films i wouldn’t even go with a gun
OMFG I LOVE THOSE!!! I LOVE HIDING IN THINGS!!! IT MAKES ME FEEL LESS ANXIOUS AND IT’S COMFY, OMGGG!!! LIKE A CAT!!!
LIKE IF I FIND AN EMPTY CLOSET ALL THE WAY UPSTAIRS OR SOMETHING, OMFG, EUPHORIA!!! BONUS IF I HAVE A BLANKET!!! CAMOUFLAGE!!!
okay i might delete this later but i have a question.
does anyone else who's autistic feel like they don't have a real culture* or feel removed from the culture their supposed to have/be apart of? i get the feeling often and of course it partially due to the fact that i'm american and black- (i don't think i need to explain that)
then i realized that in most definitions culture is adopted by individuals through socialization and as an autistic person, socialization is much harder so that may be a factor?? also in some cultures specifically the food my have certain textures or the music/dances might be frustrating sensory wise? to the point that you feel removed from it and would rather avoid it?
or maybe i'm the only one and this theory is wrong lol and i have absolutely no real reason to feel like this.
*by culture i'm referring to things like clothing, dances, celebrations, feelings of togetherness/pride, etc. not just stuff like.. expectations/morality/"common sense"/etc.
if you're wondering why i tagged academia its because i thought of this while under certain poc academia tags and had feelings as to why some look soo... "cultural" for lack of a better word while others didn’t
edit: while i'm not upset that white people are replying (and you still can) i was particularly looking for black and poc voices (especially black americans)
"Black Autistic people can have a variety of complicated relationships to masking and code-switching. Pretending to be neurotypical by one culture's rules is wearying enough. Having to do it in a variety of different ways, using different dialects and mannerisms depending on the setting, is an entirely different level of social performance."
- Unmasking Autism by Dr Devon Price
well if its for fucked up and horny reasons, then i guess its okay...
Sam: How did you know there would be an extra uniform in the bag?
Y/N: Everyone knows flight attendants are required to carry extra uniforms, in case they get called to work unexpectedly.
Dean: Or if something happens to the one they're already wearing.
Sam: Everyone does not know that. How did you both know that?
Y/N: Worked airport security.
Dean: *Simultaneously* Slept with a flight attendant.