I shoot you you shoot me
I feel
I feel like a shadow, A I feel like someone's shadow,
I feel like a shadow when I'm out with my friends,
I feel like a shadow when I'm at school,
I feel like a shadow at home,
I feel like a shadow all the time,
I feel like nobody gets me or where I am coming from when I talk, I feel like a door mate and people just wipe there feet on me, I feel like nobody pays attention to me,
I feel Like nobody cares about my side of the story or where I come from when I talk,
I feel like when I talk to people all that they are listening what comes out my mouth is blahh blahh,
I feel like a pieces of shit fucking laying Dow on grass waiting to be picked up and thrower away,
I feel like a spilled drink and someone comes to wipe it up and drains it out and I just go nowhere,
That is how I feel everyday
I feel like everyone's life is moving but mine
I am a mask
I am a mask because I don't want to be heard or seen I am a mask because sometimes is feel like this is the end for me I am a Mask because everyday life hits me in the face with something horrible not new but horrible I am a mask because I hid from the world I am a shy person I don't seem to act like it but I am a shy person I am a mask because I don't want to be seen I don't like to be heard nore do I want to be seen I am a mask because I don't like to do stuff. May say things that are uncomfortable but I am a mask I How many times do I have to tell you I am a mask at school and home or when I'm outside with my friends I am a mask because I feel like Not heard or being seen sometimes I feel like a spider that dies I curl up my legs and lay there for someone to sweep me away and into the trash can But, anyway, I am a mask
Why!!!
Why am I so mean, Why can't I get a man, I'm not ugly everybody says I'm pretty, Why am I fat people always say love your self or nobody will Why do I even bother to like guys, Why don't I just be a lesbian, Why do I even bother to live Why do I even spend time wasting my breath on me Why am I a nobody, Well I don't know why but I hate myself and life
TRUST
Trust-Do you even trust me I tell you everything but you won't tell me anything everyday I tell you how I feel and what I feel but all I'm asking for is, for you to trust me. I loved and loved you I may have broken your heart and lied to but you have cheated on me and I have lied and you can't trust me but I have always trusted you And o have never doubted you But you have doubted you ever since we were together. Please please I asking and begging you to trust me ans to forgive me. So please please trust me, what do I have to do for you to trust me. I love you please please don't go I love you why are you leaveing I trust you But do you trust me. O just want you to just me again. (Cries)
Remember
Remember all the Times we had together we were like to love birds and now you are gone.
You are up there in the sky like an Angel With pretty white wings I Miss you. So i'm calling you up there do you remember the time we swung on the tree and and held hands together and kissed do you remember that.
Do you also remember when we walked together on the beach dancing and playing in the sand.
Remeber when we looked up in the sky we''ll laying down in the grass and looked up at the clouds and watched them change into hearts, babies, ducks, and turtles.
Do you also remember how we we'll you got me a puppy for my birthday.
Do you also remember about the time I got you a cool watch and a vacation trip to the super bowl.
Do you remember the good old times we had we'll I do and I'll never forget the memories and the memories we had were treasure. Well I still remember do you still remember
My heart is in a cage for you my future lover. When I find you, you will have the key to my heart So it's caged up and waiting for you. And when I do meet you I hope you have the greatest smile beautiful eyes and and a great personality. And your a person who always believed and never stops trying and your heart is strong. I just hope I meet you.
Girl- "Do you even love me do you even care about me" Boy- "No,no I don't, I mean why should I" Girl- "That's what I thought you don't care don't call me delete my phone number" Boy- "Ok fine I do not care at all see look deleting your phone number right now"
(Girls part)Love hurts, why does it hurt, I mean like I thought love was good for your heart. Sometimes love just feels so good but at the end it hurts. When you break up it's like a hammer has hit's you in the heart Sometimes love is like a bone you keep it with you no matter what it's inside of you that's what love is suppose to be. I Mean like sometimes I feel unwanted by him he just crumbles me up like money and puts me In his pocket, instead of him putting me in his heart. So the most importantly question is DO YOU LOVE Me. Do you even wanna be with me. Well if you don't and you don't give me a reason why you don't want to be together than I don't understand. I go hone and I deleted his number and then he calls and I ignore it, but I also have this feeling that he is just sad that I ignored the call and he throws his stuff around. So he called back......... Girl- "What do you want, I thought I said to delete my number" Boy- "Yeah but I was wrong I miss you I need you I don't wanna break up" Girl- "I thought you said you didn't care I thought you......whatever I don't care either bye" (Hangs up)
(Boys part) Does she even care that I care again, but it's already to late for me to apologize. She was the one that I have always wanted. She left, she''ll probably find. A guy better then me. I have no girlfriend the one I have broken up with was the one I loved, but now it's all over.
Have you ever loved someone so badly but they didn't feel the same way about you. But later on in life he ask`s you out. And later on in life he say I'll be right by your side no matter what I will always love you. A few months past by and he doesn't come he's never there he doesn't answer your calls, ignore's your text. So you try to forget all about him so you hang out with your friends to get him off your mind and you And your friends walk into the mall and you see your boyfriend and a girl kissing and holding hands. You get mad, instead of leaving and walking away you go over there and you smack him and say your cheating on me with her. And now here comes your friends they come and take you away and when you go home you cry your eyes out and your mom comes and cheers you up but it doesn't work. Then you hope and pray you find a better man, year goes by and you go back to school seeing boyfriends and girlfriends together and U get heart broken all over. Then 2 weeks go by and you find the right guy and you guys have been dating for 3 years and then you guys get on a swing and carve each other name on a tree and kiss and you both say
I LOVE YOU