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I absolutely loveeee the letters so much, it's sweet, sort of, sweet in cardan's unique way I guess?

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I wonder if part of the reason for Flapjack’s death was to contrast how Hunter handled his own grief over a lost loved one, vs Philip’s response?

There’s the immediate reactions of pushing people away; Philip refuses the kindness of the locals in his search for Caleb and especially afterwards, tries to kill Evelyn, and rebukes his own brother in favor of holding onto bitterness.

Hunter becomes snappy, aggressive, and closed off after losing Flapjack; Like Philip, he devotes himself to a mission of finding a fellow Wittebane, and gets frustrated over any perceived frivolities and distractions.

But eventually, Hunter recognizes that while his trauma is valid, he’s also been pushing Willow away and placing a lot of burden on her as well. It’s okay that he was triggered by the Emerald Entrails photo instead of reassured, but part of Hunter and Willow’s resolution is the former clarifying that yes, her efforts to reach out do mean a lot to him. And Willow means a lot to Hunter too, that’s why he wants to reciprocate and accept, instead of causing her to feel just as ineffectual by refusing help; Willow deserves help too!

Not only that, but Philip and Hunter both created living beings as a coping mechanism, only for one to be unhealthy, while the other actually recovered. Philip is obsessed with creating perfect replicas of Caleb, casting out Grimwalkers for being too different from the mold, not good enough, and keeping them all to himself; The Grimwalkers aren’t allowed their own lives nor any other relationships.

Hunter makes palismen for others, he’s giving people the companionship he himself lost, and he isn’t designing anything after Flapjack, not necessarily; Just whatever a witch needs. Even his personal palisman, Waffles, is visually different while still hearkening to Flapjack, because Hunter is a Clawthorne after all; He can move on and be himself while also honoring his connections with others, and not become unhealthily dependent or averse to them.

Hunter made Waffles and thus must’ve chosen these differences, or carved an egg like Luz did, so his palisman could choose a form. I find that wonderfully ironic, for while Hunter has more control over how his creations turn out, he doesn’t abuse this to create a replica of Flapjack; He enables and encourages variation instead, while Philip gambles to make each Grimwalker closer to the original, eliminating any deviations as if that will alter the odds.

One uses control to give to others, the other has no control and desperately wants it over others. Philip grows and Hunter whittles away, but it’s Hunter who proves more nurturing and free. Both used palistrom wood, but Hunter’s coping mechanism encourages its growth, while Philip hoards and even devours it.

Hunter surpasses his uncle by suffering in similar ways, only to show that you can still recover without hurting others; Philip really does have no excuse, for Hunter is an example of the person he easily could and should’ve been in response to loss. Philip tried to spread his pain by repeating it in others, he killed Flapjack (and projected onto Luz, as if to absolve himself by claiming she should do the same, since anyone else would’ve); But Hunter looked his uncle in the eye and said No, I will not be a vector for your bitterness.

“Danielle was in my apartment and told me about a party she was planning where everyone in the cast has to dress up like someone else in the cast. Naturally, she gave me Amita and for the next few days I scrambled to find a way to make that work. A very serious conversation with Freddy comes to mind where he generously offered style advice and thanked God he had gotten Kit. A couple days later, I showed up to Danielle’s apartment only to realize everyone had actually dressed up as me. It was obviously surprising and ridiculous and hilarious, but also it came at a time where I desperately needed something like this. Danielle set up a whole party themed around me because she’s an angel, and all the cast was there and giving love. It’s difficult to put into words what that meant to me at the time, but it was everything.”

Tag yourself as Dark Academia Classics

The Secret History: Burning sips of vodka warming your insides, blood stained hands and wine stained lips, foggy days and sharp minds, secrets entwined in complicated dynamics, losing grasp of reality, clouds of fog rolling over mountain ranges hiding the unspeakable truths that occur under them

Kill Your Darlings: Tweed jackets and cable knit sweaters, ink bleeding into paper, glasses smudged with the horrors and phenomenons of the nights before, unspeakable sexual tension held between eye contact, revolutions written up by type writers, metal bars and emotional confinements

Dead Poets Society: Old books filled with traditional ideas ready to be challenged, endless footsteps echoing through the hall, grasping the day in white knuckles, stories drenched in infinite worlds for the imagination, sharp blazers and wonky ties, changing worlds with words, turtlenecks and rushed biro pens

The Song of Achilles : Fulfilling promises, messy hair, laying in the grass and looking up at the sky, a single ray of sunlight emerging from the clouds, thinking of their loved one, letting their imagination flow through the letters, poetry, calloused fingers, candlelight, long eyelashes, words dying in your throat every time you look at them

Pride & Prejudice: Loose button up shirts, family events, watching shows nobody else likes, being easy to impress, a desire to take action in things that need it, noticing imperfections, sweet bickering, long nature walks, secretly enjoys having no social obligations, yearning for comfort in a busy, blocked-in schedule

KOTC spoilers and theories:

- ok so I think we can all agree that Emilia is either a reincarnation or lost her memories

- I just think that after reading the bonus chapter from Wrath‘s POV he kind of seemed underwhelmed with seeing her. He expects her to remember but he isn’t surprised or angry or anything, it’s just a weird reaction that I can’t place

- I wonder why NOBODY told Emilia Wrath is the actual devil. I mean why couldn’t they? When Emilia mentioned the devil at the fesst of wolfs everyone seemed shocked and I just don’t understand why. Is it part of the curse?

- And who even got cursed lol? Wrath? Pride? Both of them? Emilia and Wrath? Only Emilia? Wrath seemed so „still“ when Emilia mentioned she thinks she might be cursed so I think that’s true.

- I am also sooo confused about Pride. The first time we actually see him is at the Feast of Wolfs. We also know he hat a consort who had a sister, both got killed and nobody knows who did it.

- Wrath helps Pride to find a new wife to break the curse, the women must have certain looks and be from a certain bloodline. What irritated me is that the first body they find (from the bonus chapter) seems to be a human, not a witch, since Wrath later seems so surprised that Vittoria is a witch (maybe I confused things a bit here since this seems strange)

- Could Vittoria and Emilia be the reincarnations of Prides wife and her sister, whom Wrath might have loved?

- What needs to happen so the curse breaks? Pride needs to marry, but why? And Wrath needs to secure his power within 6 month (what happens if he doesn’t?) La Prima cursed Wrath and took his wings in the prologue. She says Wrath will forget all but his hate. But once he gets happy again she will take that from him as well (Emilia being his happiness, so La Prima is the true villain?)

- What’s with the maiden, mother and crone. They seem to be good, as good as gods can be.

- It could also be that Emilia is somehow related to them or a moon goddess. The crone called her Daughter of the moon, she constantly wesrs crescents and is associated with the moon

- In Wrath‘s garde we see a statue of a woman who has crescents in her hair while a snake coils around her (is this Emilia in her former life?)

- Where does Vittoria fit in this? Is she evil? Or did she just figure out everything months before Emilia and now acts so the curse gets broken and both of them get their happy end?

- Antonio called her angel, and many believe that the twin witches will rule hell (Emilia) and heaven (Vittoria?)

- I still find it strange why nobody recognizes Emilia in hell (minus the Wicked) unless it’s the curse

- Why is it such a big deal that Emilia has fire powers? Why does Wrath know about it? Emilia thinks it’s because she is the first witch and it’s a sign of her dark magic, but the Crone said she ISN‘T the first witch, so she is either lying of Emilia hasn’t figured it out yet.

- No theory, but I kind of really like all the princes of hell, they seem to somehow help Emilia, even if they have schemes of their own, but how can I hate Gluttony, when he thirsts over a journalist who constantly tears apart his parties lol? Or pride, who really seemed sad over the desth of his lover? (Although he is still very sus)

- And I also ask myself why there weren’t any great consequences for Emilia signing the contract with pride at the end of KOTW but nothing happening with it in KOTC. Why didn’t Wrath tell her? Still don’t get it

- Do you think Vittoria plotted her own death? So she can be reborn as an angel?

- And did Nonna knew? How did the angel wings come into her families posession? Why can Emilia see Auras and Vittoria see magical objects?

- And what’s with all of the talk of there being an eighth house of sin? It has been mentioned multiple times, plus there are 8 books of sin in Wrath‘s library. Emilia got also called Vengeance a lot, the next house of sin?

- I really hope the author has planned out everything from the beginning because I don’t know hoe everything will tie together without having any plot holes tbh

- Sooo what‘s Envy up to? Why did he help Emilia so much? He wants the powers of the goddesses and needs all three books, does this tie together with Emilia having to return the Crone‘s book back to her? Emilia thought the sacrifice is not a lit but the Crone disagreed so I think the books will become important

- Who are the Feared? Is Emilia connected to them? What about the Sisters of Stars? Like, what are they doing in hell?! What’s their purpose?

- I habe no idea where this is going but please tell be your theories I am desperate

I think it’s very powerful what you put on Twitter the other day actually, where you said “apparently some people on here know my sexuality better than I do”, because I just don’t think that anyone on this planet has a right to anyone’s identity on any level. I think that was such a powerful statement to put out there.

Sometimes a family is

a badass businesswoman called Sun, a cheerful driver called Van Damn, a brilliant hacker lady, an Actor™, a lovely DJ with a traumatic past, a pharmacist who has never done anything wrong in her life ever, a murder man, and a good cop.

My absolute fave thing about Wolfwalkers is that the normal wolves are almost always making the best facial expressions possible

The last wolf pack in Ireland was an entire colony of Moon Moons and I am totally here for it.

i only noticed now but when goodfellowe first transforms into a wolf the lines on him get rougher and rougher coz the wolfwalkers all have sketchy ‘‘unfinished’‘ lines as opposed to the clean lineart on the humans

and when robyn wakes up after almost transforming again her lineart starts out rougher before gradually clearing up the more she wakes up

and here its visible how rough mebh and her mothers lines are compared to the lord protector

td;dr watch wolfwalkers its an audiovisual masterpiece that utilizes the medium of 2d animation to its fullest, way more than disney ever did

in order to combat the homophobia "allegations" I think chris pratt should come out as bi and fabricate an entire fake narrative about him and chris hemsworth being lovers (chris hemsworth starts going by hemmy so that they aren't a chris4chris couple). pratt says that they wanted to tongue kiss on the set of the new thor movie but big marvel silenced them, and #ShowtheKiss starts trending on twitter in support of their brave statement. the two of them get so caught up in this lie that it persists for several years, culminating in them getting married as a publicity stunt before chris pratt ultimately breaks down and comes out as homophobic, divorcing chris hemsworth and posting several angry twitter threads insulting him. instead of coming clean though, chris hemsworth doubles down on the lie and releases a very emotional notes app tweet about how chris pratt shattered his heart during this stressful and complicated divorce. he says that he can no longer go by "chris" or "hemmy" because both of those names remind him too much of his lost love, so he starts going by "sworth" exclusively to cope. of course, the internet collectively loses their shit over the situation and chris pratt's name is permanently ruined as a result, since he has now been labelled the man that made it so sworth can never love again.

eldest daughter syndrome and gifted kid syndrome are some great examples of phrases used to talk about specific kinds of trauma that the internet has taken and turned into "boo hoo these people arent special anymore so theyre lashing out!!" it was never about that you fucking cunts

eldest daughter sydrome is about a very specific trauma that comes with being expected to parent for younger siblings and even your parents as a literal child and how badly it fucks you and your perception of yourself and what you're capable of doing up. gifted kid syndrome is about how a "smart" label is slapped onto kids at a horribly young age and then they are repeatedly denied help forced to do more and more work never taught socialization or study skills and then berated and treated like a disappointment when they're human beings instead of little intelligence machines. god.

i was fucking right about this honestly. most phrases like this are about certain kinds of trauma people have faced not about some kind of fucking superiority complex

TRC x Heartstopper Headcanons

  • Nick and Gansey always knowing when the other needs a distraction or a shoulder to lean on (every mom friend needs a mom friend - @infinite-moths )
  • Nick and Gansey bonding over their similar bi awakening experiences (“and then I realized that. straight people do Not usually feel that way about their friend?” “EXACTLY”)
  • Noah and Charlie bonding over their extensive Converse collections
  • Charlie drawing vines and stars on Adam’s Red Converse^tm and Adam letting him
  • Charlie and Adam being unashamed smart math nerds except Charlie’s like “I’ll do your hw, for a price ;)” and Adam’s like “no he needs to learn the process for himself :/“
  • Tao talking very animatedly about how he and Charlie thought Nick was a Chad before getting to know him and Blue vehemently agreeing in reference to Gansey. Gansey: ☹️
  • Tao and Elle and Blue going thrifting together!! They all have such eclectic fashion tastes, they’d hunt for cool stuff for each other
  • Isaac and Noah just sitting there in amicable silence, each reading a book (I haven’t read Radio Silence but maybe Noah would like it? I get the vibes)
  • Tao and Henry. Tao and Henry. They would get into VERY passionate movie analysis mode and force the whole Gangsey/Paris Squad to listen to their theories (they have a powerpoint, of course)
  • Henry would be horrified at Tao’s banana peel hair and Tao would righteously refuse to change it and it’s a running gag between the two of them
  • Tao and Ronan would suspiciously glare at each other from across the room until Charlie and Gansey introduce them and give them respective *don’t you dare make this into a problem* looks
  • On that note, I think Ronan and Tao share similar fears about being alone and their best friends leaving them. And they’re both fiercely protective- so maybe their initial distrust of each other is because they’re like you remind me of me and I don’t like that 👁👁
  • Ronan and Darcy would get along- don’t ask me why but they just would
  • They’d go steal gum from the grocery store together and run out snickering
  • Noah and Tori both appearing out of nowhere and scaring the shit out of everyone (you think they’d be used to it by now)
  • Tara and Blue would be really good friends. I think they both have that ~sensible but whimsical~ thing going on
  • The Heartstopper girls going over to 300 Fox Way and absolutely loving it there, they help Blue fix up her canvas trees (imagine Blue’s canvas trees with Heartstopper leaves omg 🍂)
  • Taoelle + Bluesey double date
  • Power ranking the Gangsey/Paris Squad based on how fast they can run, fastest to slowest: Charlie, Nick (plays rugby which requires a lot of running), Ronan (has pent up energy and probably runs in The Barns’ fields/racetrack to ignore his emotions), Elle ≈ Adam, Blue ≈ Tara, Noah ≈ Darcy, Isaac, Tao

my sense of humor: getting birthday cards with the wildly incorrect age on it for people

I see this and raise you: getting cards for a wildly different occasion and customizing them to fit the holiday you need

throwback to the time my partner put in his 2 week notice with a birthday card for a 2 year old

Once I got a card that said “BEST GREAT GRANPA EVER!!”

I’m a teenager