About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

“I can’t be responsible for someone’s suicide” is a line that I still have brought to mind to this day.

beginning to get goncharov fatigue but not in the “you guys are running this into the ground” way that tends to affect most tumblr gags. i’m instead experiencing roughly the same sort of disgruntlement i would start to feel with any popular fandom that has started to creep towards the flanderisation stage where i’m like come on guys. this post is clearly ooc. katya wouldn’t say that

単体落書

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ごちゃごちゃ落書き

正装と私服みたいな…

Hey! I’m not as active anymore on here, but I figured it wouldn’t hurt to post here too! 

I’m opening bust- and waist-up sketch commissions! If anyone is interested you can message me here or on my Twitter! Alternatively, you can also support me on Kofi! 

Thank you very much and have a nice day!

Flower petals fluttering…

Thank you for the really great commission @aerial-ace  (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

Commissioned lovely illustration of Kalos dexholders from @nanoyaro ! She is also the one who created the illustration of Unova dexholders I commissioned from her months ago! I love her art style a lot!

If you are interested to commission her, you can check her tumblr post here!

so like, i barely post any draws here anymore and i heard tumblr is pretty meh ever since the new guidelines soooo i would like to use the new year opportunity to bump myself over at twitter (where i’m at all the time). my art account is here and brand new but i plan to post more about my ocs and maybe sometimes fandoms too uwu

also, here’s my main where i talk about mobile games, anime, and sometimes pokespe as well

thanks in advance for those interested i guess?

@deanwaterkeep

Early Pokespe Things:

-People thinking Lyra would be a separate character from Crystal named Soul and people already shipped her with Silver

-From some reason a lot of people thought bw took place in an entirely separate universe?

-Wait that was also a thing for dppt until Sird mentioned them

-Cheren and Bianca are Dex Holders!

-Everyone hating on Emerald :(

-People arguing if Red kept Charizard and Green kept Venasaur?

-Having actual faith that MangaPokeshipping could happen

-Platinum vs Platina discourse (I think this is still happening tho)

-Ship wars were like 10x worse esp if you like mlm or flf ships

-Seeing chapter 1 of b2w2 and just thinking Black went after N or went exploring other regions

First comic here! :O!!

Courier/Pharmacist is a pretty cool pair too!!🐱👌

Why does being in your early 20s feel so much like only having 5 years of your life left in which you need to achieve as much as possible? why do I feel like I have an approaching deadline for success?