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I hope you think of me when you see sugar and coffee.

The same way I think if you when I see a cat or a plane up in the sky.

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I still miss the idea of you. Even though I know it’s not real.

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“You are my 3pm thoughts. Because the people you miss the most aren’t the ones you miss at night when you’re alone and listening to sad songs but in the middle of the day while you’re sitting with your friends or family.”

— But you never think of me at this time of the day.

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Hey, guys. Here's a lovely challenge to try out. I will definitely do it starting first thing tomorrow morning, I hope many of you will also give it a go and if you do - let me know how it went! ☺

Btw, Andrea has great many loa videos and the best thing about her content - she gets right to the point and her videos are short. I do appreciate that! 😊

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You have been blessed with the flowers of gratitude. Take one and pass them around.🤍
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“Eternity” - William Blake (1757-1827)

He who binds to himself a joy Does the winged life destroy He who kisses the joy as it flies Lives in eternity’s sunrise

The Ancient of Days, William Blake, 1794

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You are doing so great, my love. I know you may be doubting yourself; doubting your strength, doubting your worth and doubting whether you are on the right path or not. I am here to tell you, that you are strong, you are worthy and you are exactly where you are meant to be. If you feel overwhelmed and find yourself worrying about all of these things, take a step back, darling. Focus on the twenty-four hours in front of you. You only have to make it through this day. Do not think about every little thing you need to accomplish in the next few hours, days, weeks or months. Focus on now. Take care of yourself. You are so important. And I hope you will feel better soon. You deserve it so much.

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Crazy Rich Asians (2018) dir. Jon M. Chu

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You're the kind of person I wanna be with when I want to be alone.

— Eleanor & Park

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You always made me feel like i was trying too hard. But i felt like i needed to try more. Be better. I would constantly crave your attention and in return i got nothing . I felt like i was annoying you all the time. That you really didnt want me. That i was just too much and you couldnt handle me. And everytime i came to you about this you would say that i was overreacting. I felt like a burden on you everytime i felt like i had a problem or i had negative feelings. That i was overreacting and doing nothing putting a damper on our relationship. When in retrospect i was always adressing issues that were there. You just never wanted to deal with them.

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“whenever i feel like i’m over you, i find myself crying at 3am trying to lose the feeling of missing you”

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my letter to the moon.
that feeling when you finally get over someone and ur going through these catharsis of emotions and it’s relieving, it’s terrifying but it’s euphoric. it’s beautiful and it’s...peace. i’m so at peace with myself and everything that i’ve gone through over the years. i am me now. i am so at peace and i feel like i can finally breathe freely again; i can see clearer, you aren’t clouding my vision, my thoughts and my spirit warrior within. you no longer consume me and i do not love you anymore. when i first realized that i didn’t love you, i was so afraid because all i knew how to do was love you. it was the only thing that made sense to me and when i didn’t feel those things, when i was no longer secure—i tried to force myself to feel those things over and over. it wasn’t until i really evaluated myself and my life that i realized loving you was stopping me from letting anyone else love me the way that i deserved to be loved. loving you was hindering me in ways i didn’t even know. i have grown exceptionally. i have loved myself in a way i didn’t think that i could. i found peace within myself—i found love in my own heart and i touched my own soul. i release you. i don’t love you. i don’t think i ever loved you; it was the idea of you, and the way you used to treat me...it was that. i don’t love you anymore and i am so sorry to myself and to you. find peace. love. i have found that and i wish you the best.
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“Letting go is different for everyone. It isn’t just drunken text messages and whiskey flavored breath. Sometimes it’s turning off your phone to stop yourself from calling him or logging off of Instagram to avoid checking his page. It doesn’t have to mean bloody knuckles and a bruised chest. It can mean stopping yourself from comparing everything to the color of his eyes or the slope of his shoulders. It can mean letting go of the smaller details like the way he stuck his hands in his pockets when he walked or the skip in his step. Trying to remember to forget his phone number because even though you deleted it off your phone you still memorize it by heart. Like the leaves in the fall, you will not let go of him all at once. You will find yourself letting him go piece by piece.”

— The art of letting him go

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It’s gonna hurt. Fuck, it’s gonna hurt like hell. When you give everything you have to someone, and it’s still not enough, it’s going to rip you apart inside. Then it’ll slowly start to get better. You’ll think about things other than them. You’ll find ways to occupy your mind. Some days you’ll still wake up wanting to call them just to say good morning. You’ll still spend some days crying and listening to sad songs that remind you of them. You’ll fall asleep crying because it doesn’t feel right without them there. That’s okay. It’s okay that it hurts. But it’s okay for it to get better, too. It’s okay to let yourself heal. It’s okay to go get drunk in hopes that you’ll get them off your mind, but it’s okay to dance around your room in your underwear because you feel actually happy, too. Life isn’t going to stop. I know right now it feels like the world has stopped turning, but it hasn’t. You’ll make new friends and meet new people. Eventually, you’ll stop thinking about them altogether. And you might remember them forever. They might have a small part of you forever. But you’ll change. You’ll grow. And one day you might even wonder why you loved them, because you recognize that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that. It’s okay to be okay.

this really speaks to me (via theariesqueen)