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Shane

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They | Future Canadian | Currently American | 19 | Taken 10/29/18 | Convert 10/15/18 |

Living for myself

So growing up I had a pretty rough childhood, and from time to time I'll get incredibly suicidal for no reason and one time I was talking with my therapist and she wanted me to write down reasons to live. So I started writing down reasons, but all my reasons were for other people. That's when we had the breakthrough that I never learn to live for myself I always learn to live for others. so starting today I'm going to start living for myself and not for others; this way when they're not around I can live and be happy on my own.

Honestly I haven't been truly happy in a long time and he has blessed my soul. His Mama loves me, his papa loves me and my parents love him. He treats me like a Goddess and treats me amazingly and it just makes me so happy. I think I can truly say that I love him.