Is this my intuition screaming no?
Are we holding on to hope?
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Maybe I need you more after all.
Can we hold each others pain?
I knew better, but I don’t give up easily.
I can’t save you, but don’t doubt the power of my strength.
She may never understand.
The force that drives him nor the shadow he wears.
Yet he removes his armor for her, he protects her.
He worships her as she does him.
Finding equals in opposite; JMS
I day dream about you.
Stay around a while.
Brown skin is beautiful in the moonlight.
A year has gone by, I don’t think you’re coming back this time.
-I shouldn’t let you.
How strange to dream about a soul sleeping next to you after so much absence.
I wonder when you’ll stop coming back?
I’m releasing you.
To live.
To love.
And to be.
Thank you for setting me free.
Did I love you or the way you made love to me?
Scary thoughts.
Tonight I want to fall asleep on your chest.
Bluh.
What do I do?
I close my eyes and do my best to feel your skin on top of mine.
Over and over again.
Do you see me the way I see you when your close your eyes each night?
-the in between.
Images of you flutter around in my skull like the butterflies I see.
I wonder what you see when you think of me?
I have had the space here to just be.
Alone with the thoughts that keep my from sleep.
Lately I’ve been thinking that it could be you.
So I let the memories circulate through my mind, praying I’ll find you in my dreams.
Yet you don’t believe.
Independencia.
You still send you love.
I hope we’re wrong.
I never admitted it to myself.
I missed you.
I only realized that when he was on top of me.
But you missed me too.
Six months later you found yourself back in my sheets.
Confused.
Frustrated.
How do you let go of someone you love?
How do you let go when you know they love you?
To let go of someone you already had?
How do you accept that your visions are not congruent?
You deserve the world even if u can’t give you that.
feliz cumple.
Would you still be there to hold me?
Just for a moment; WAG
One day.
I am worthy. 052321
Do you we remember more than we want to forget?
Was this closure?; WAG
I’ll wait for you to find me
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