I think it’s disgusting.
«how will I fall asleep without you? who will warm my icy hands? to whom now can i write endless letters by hand? i’ll never touch you. i’ll never return to you.»
Nicanor Parra. Sólo en la medida. Obras públicas. [15]
“Rock Bottom” – Modern Baseball
Fossa // Boston Manor
The Day That I Ruined Your Life - Boston Manor
State Champs // Dead And Gone
Beach House - Myth
It won’t last forever
Or maybe it will
PPP // Beach House
G o t M e T h i n k i n g
I stopped going on tumblr because it seemed pointless to waste my time on a blog that no one saw and didn’t make me feel better. when I was depressed I was on here constantly just looking for pictures that made me feel worse.
I think I might have a problem right now. there is a turning point in the happening and I feel like my life is not my own.
every night I get this anguish like I’m choking and I’m so worried I can’t sleep or think about anything else. I feel like the reality of the situation is dawning on me harder than ever because I haven’t dealt with these feelings and I chose to ignore them.
there’s nothing anyone can do for me and there’s nothing I can do to help and it’s hard to feel so useless when my life will be changed by the outcome of this situation.
there are so many things I have to do and keep up with and all I want to do is hide in my bed until this is over. there’s no one to talk to that hasn’t heard this. theres nothing anyone can do and i don’t know how to do this alone.
- the little prince




