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Pax Island System

@paxislandsystem

Median-ish (?) system living on an island in an endless sea. Check out the pinned post for DNIs and an introduction to the blog. Systems of all origins are welcome as long as you aren't an asshat/exclusionist. Body is 19.

🕶️👁️🟩🟪🟦An Introductory Guide to This Blog🟦🟪🟩👁️🕶️

Turns out I'm too stupid to figure out how to make a carrd so for now welcome to the blog! We're a tulpa/parogenic system of three, and while I suspect we'll be more active on our instagram, PaxIslandSystem, we'll also post stuff here.

DNI (may be expanded):

1. Anti-endos/anti-tulpa

Syscourse and discourse in general is quite triggering for me and my anger issues and I have a hard time disengaging once I'm bothered enough so kindly do not interact with me if you have any anti-endo thoughts you want to share. Furthermore, I have yet to see a good argument as to why tulpamancy is a problem, so if you don't have any informed opinions to give, kindly keep them to yourself. I may explain what I mean later on. Furthermore, don't interact if you are under the blatantly incorrect impression that "sysmed" is a slur. This reads to us as TERF tactics.

2. Exclusionists/bigots of any kind

This includes TERFs, transmeds, transphobes, anti whatever pronouns, racist assholes, homophobes etc. However, I don't expect to not see such people interacting with me because they don't care about DNIs, so gladly make yourself known in order for me to block you and get on with my day. Thank you.

3. Proshippers/MAPS or whatever you wanna call yourself, zoophiles, etc.

I shouldn't have to explain why this is a problem.

4. Fakeclaimers/gatekeepers

There's a 99% chance that you don't even know the person you're claiming to be faking their disability/disorder, which means there's a 99% chance you don't know what you're talking about.

System bio:

Madison (Host) 🟦

(She/Te/It/They)

I'm a 19 year old non-binary ancom musician from Sacramento. I also passively practice/believe in Luciferianism. I occasionally dabble in literature and I've been a furry since I was 14, so expect a bit of that maybe? Idk. I'm currently majoring in audio engineering so that I can at least do something tangential to my passion without turning my music into a brand.

Artemis 🟪

(He/They)

Hey everyone, I'm Artemis! I'm Madison's deer person brother and I guess tulpa. I'm 15 and interested in theatre or at least checking it out so if anyone has any recommendations with where to start, let me know! My favorite band at the moment is Rishloo because of its nostalgic value thanks to Madison listening to it a lot while creating me. In fact, I have Systematomatic stuck in my head right now, so that's fun. My favorite color is purple and I'd like to think I'm laid back, so expect memes if I post. Anyways, have a good one!

Treeline 🟩

(He/Him)

My name is Treeline. I am a demonoid between the ages of 20 and 10,000 years and I originated as Madison's imaginary demon protector and I am the system's protector/caretaker, however I feel that I am not exactly aligned with actual demons or at the very least fluctuate between human and demonic states. Currently as of writing this I feel more aligned with my demonic side, although it could be that my human side is only a result of Madison's personality influencing mine and as such is not me in my purest form. I quite enjoy bird watching. It's possible I may also have two distinct personalities or be some sort of median sub-system, although I'll admit my understanding of subsystems is lacking.

Bentley 👁️

(He/Him)

Alexa 🛸

(she/they)

Hello there! I'm new to the system, but I really like it here so far! I'm quite a bookworm, at least based on what I've read so far. Feel free to recommend me books to read! Right now I'm still figuring myself out, but it's been a fun journey in the hour or so as of writing this that I've been around!

Ezra 🕶️

(She/Her)

Pax 📗

(he/they)

I'm a fictive from Pax and Jude. I'm a species of alien called a queksol and I'm still having a really hard time understanding how I got to be here. Apparently this is the first time the system has had a fictive and it's a little alarming, but I'll probably be fine. I dunno.

A Description of our Wonderland

While we prefer to use the term "headspace" because it personally feels less mystifying, but we're glad to use "wonderland" to clear up any confusion.

Our wonderland is named Pax Island, which my fiance suggested because pax is latin for peace and it's somewhat of a paradise over there. It's a relatively flat island liberally peppered with oak trees in the middle of an endless ocean. We have our house by the eastern shoreline with a treehouse to the right of the entrance as well as a mall up north that is solely there because of the wall we used to use for graffiti, although it has pretty good ice cream even if I'm not quite good at perceiving the taste of it. We also have a park a little bit northwest and a recently added a submarine dock with a little non-sentient cat dude who mans the submarine because why not?

The headspace is in a constant state of night because I find it reasonably calming. Otherwise, there isn't much to say about it.

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In my personal practice, daemons just don’t care enough to try and get you. They’re immortal, powerful, and immensely more occupied with other matters than trying to harass an ordinary human They have no interest in.

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there were multiple points in college when i would feel overwhelmed by homework and assignments and projects and my social life and just take a deep breath and mumble "can't go over it. can't go under it. can't go around it. got to go through it." before taking a vyvanse on an empty stomach and dissociating for 8 hours. truly one of the more powerful mantras against giving up

perhaps one of my hotter takes as a queer person but i’m never coming out again. you can figure it out or live in pure ignorance but either way it’s not my problem. the worst thing society ever tried to teach us was that coming out is an obligation. it’s not. it’s a privilege for you to know the depths of who i am, my sexuality included.

kind of wanna reinforce this here. because i’ve seen ai writing become so popular on tik tok.

ai writing is not okay.

it’s literally theft. just like how ai art steals, ai writing steals. it’s using authors’ very real work to generate whatever you type in. and this also needs to be said as well.

writing is a form of art. fanfiction is a form of literature.

seeing this all over my fyp is REALLY discouraging. fanfic itself is already a labor of love and we love it when you interact. but please do not use ai writing for your fanfic needs when this writing literally steals from fanfic authors.

genuinely don’t know if this post will go around because my interactions outside of hcs are shit, but i hope it does.

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If you’re a Non-Muslim and you see a Muslim praying in public, could you please not pass in front of them?

Go behind them, but not in front. 👍

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marquesadesantos

Oh, signal boost! I didn’t know this.

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voltisubito

Okay, but also: if you see a Muslim praying in public and they have something in front of them, like a purse or a bag or something like that, you can pass in front of them, but pass in front of that object.

it’s called a sutrah, and it’s meant to act as a physical barrier between the person praying and someone who might happen to pass in front.

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Also, if you did this and didn’t know, please don’t beat yourself up over it. Now you know! Muslims aren’t supposed to pass in front of Muslims praying, either, because prayer is communication with God and you don’t want to break that connection.

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zeauxlouizianalaureate

Spread culture, respect customs, be good people. Simple as that.

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ghdos

Didn’t know this.

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Reblogging again

THE AMOUNTS OF REBLOGS THIS HAS JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPY

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alexfierrno

S I G N A L B O O S T

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localsadsoul

Reblog forever ! 

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fangirling-in-general-idk

Similarly, if a Jew is saying the Shemonah Esrei prayer (whispered, moving only the mouth, standing facing east with legs together) don’t go in front unless there’s a barrier.

Good to know

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ADHD in the era of the personal brand is wild.

You get into a thing and hyperfocus harder than anyone ever has hyperfocused. Dozens, hundreds of posts across multiple platforms. You discover things no one knows, you create many new things, you intangibly weave your very digital soul into the threads of this niche thing’s fabric. You are now known as “The Thing Guy” on several websites (despite not being a guy). People screenshot it and crosspost it to other websites, and the comments are like “OH IT’S THE THING GUY AGAIN!”

three weeks later, you drop it like a stone. You still want to do it, but you have no more motivation, and you can’t force yourself to touch it again. Your brain just goes “bored now” and moves on. 

Mere months later someone goes “hey, aren’t you The Thing Guy?”. You are suddenly smoking a cigarette. You take a deep drag. “Used to be, long ago… back in March”. They look at the calendar. It’s halfway through May. 

Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.

The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it's trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can't find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.

There is an aching inside you and you don't know how it got there.