desire

all you ever did was lie.

i can’t promise that i’ll be fine.

i watch the world cave in.

when the guilt doesn’t make me throw up, i do it myself

you’ll never understand why.

the waves are pulling me deeper

it did not work.

i don’t remember what happened to me

​„30 grad im schatten aber alles voller schnee“

maybe i’ll do it this time.

A girl in a blue tunic and The girl in the red cloak, Mikhail Nesterov, 1904.

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dear lord why did you have to do this