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support trans kids or die

@pacifirim / pacifirim.tumblr.com

Neph-he/it-24-gay + trans

I figured i should make a pinned post finally so! Here it is!

Hello! My name is Neph + I'm 24, a nonbinary trans man (he/it), gay and polyamorous!

This blog is my main and is for miscellaneous shit mostly, stuff i don't have a specific sideblog for.

A list of my most used sideblogs is here :o) (specifically my selfship blog is @beetleboyfriend <3)

DNI:

-terf/tehm/truscum/otherwise transphobic

-pro.ship

everyone's got that one homie who zealously adheres to his inflexible code of honor even though it has long since become a burden to him

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Donations

Hi! This is Cross (again) a while back I made a post about needing to buy a new fridge cause ours is broken and is out of insurance and keeps fucking up our food and recently the fridge door hasnt been closing, and with both me and mom being disabled it would be useful to also get a dish washer cause often we simply cannot wash dishes in a timely manner. Recently we had to use money to buy our own meds but I still had a while when I didnt have my adhd meds and did some impulsive purchases, thankfully we still have some money saved up for this purpose and we only need about 750 euros (around 844 american dollars) to be able to get what we need so if you could donate to help a jewish disabled and mentally ill person as well as their disabled mother we would be very thankful!

0€/750€

Quick edit since our paypal didnt link where we wanted it to, here it is: paypal.me/froilovemail

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4€/750€

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My birthday is a week so I would very much appreciate if anyone could donate and/or boost this thank you!

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24€/750€

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34€/750€

My birthday is on the 31st so if we could get at least to 100€ by then would be really nice♡

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45€/750€

i have such a powerful love for hermanns aesthetics i love old tech and and how it fits with his character. finally the old fashioned archetype but still a tech genius. not enough people go that alan turing style scientist route in Every way like hermann. with their old fashioned characters its always like bleh i wear sweater so i dont know computer bleh but they fucking should because hermann………. oh hermann.

he Coded those fucken big ol robits. hes the realest dude out there i need him. im bored of that urge some people have to treat computers as more modern when the historical aspect is more interesting. plus hermann was born in 1989 anyway so like lol. and the aesthetics of the pacrim world are different than ours. earth but sexier

i love picturing him with antique machinery and old computer monitors and surrounded by rust and dust. its what guillermo del toro calls “gothic tech” and “ww2 inspired” thats the foundation of what pacific rim is visually and everything about it describes hermann exactly. all those interesting beautiful machines. i dont care about pristine unused nonpractical ugly brandnew shit what i want is some real sexy old bricks with some genuine substance and weight to them that have proved theyre worth it. again hes the realest

there are scifi holoputers but still classic pacrim. cool scifi projector but coming from that same old tech. something unexpected below the rough surface. another hermann description. also how he is newts other half. hermann is the part who works in theoretics and numbers and coding and predictions and more intangible abstractions not things that can be physically touched (hand phasing through the projection of light. this all circles back to his own rough exterior & withdrawn closed off nature) unlike newt who is slanging glowing tanks of organs and physically touching machinery assembling with dirty hands and slicing into flesh while splashing blood.

the tech is all Old and just by the fact that it exists while looking so old fashioned actually says its Sturdy and Dependable and Capable and more Meaningful underneath the layers that appear stuck in another time. it looks that way as contrast to show it has Survived and Fought long enough to get the HONOR to appear out of date. it doesnt need to change. again all words to describe hermann. the rust is her battlescars. i love u sexy old tech aka i love u hermann. and to think a five paragraph post can be inspired by me joking that he would crank it to a video of antique crank pencil sharpeners from 1890-1920 <3

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Pre-Scylla vs. Post-Scylla Max | Murder on Eridanos pt. 2

Or to be more *technically* accurate:

Max if you have not yet gone to Scylla to complete his quest OR you’ve gone to Scylla and failed his quest by killing the Hermit before she allows you to partake of her sacramental incense OR you completed his quest by killing Chaney and failing the Hermit’s 70 Persuade skill check vs. Max if you have gone to Scylla and completed his quest by either sparing Chaney or passing the Hermit’s 70 Persuade skill check, and then completing the dialogue with the Vivid Hallucinations | Murder on Eridanos pt. 2

You heard the man.

one time I had a dream that I unlocked a secret never-before-discovered achievement in Disco Elysium by squeezing into various nooks and crannies and got a special copotype called “Crevice Cop: seek out and inhabit crevices like some kind of man-spider” and I thought yeah!!! man-spider!!! crevice cop!!! this game GETS me!!!

and then I woke up to find that I had fallen partially down into the gap between my partner’s bed and the wall and was horrifically contorted and in agonizing bodily pain from sleeping in a position only comfortable to a brown recluse

Thinking about how Outer Wilds is fundamentally driven by the joy of discovery. It is a love letter to science through and through. A game that presents you with a universe and says Go. Explore to Your heart’s content. See what interests You and what You can uncover. No objectives, you are led by your own curiosity. Your skill set, mechanically, remains the same at the beginning and the end. And yet You are not the same. Knowledge is your only reward for your exploration, and what more could you want. In this way, You and the Nomai are the same. The game design and writing are two sides of the same coin, each symbiotically existing with the other.

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“And that’s when she said, ‘You’re so beautiful.’”

I first played Gone Home back in February. I am still not over it.

“rap is the worst music genre” “no actually it’s soul” “no actually it’s jazz” “no actually it’s ska” “no actually it’s r&b” hey guys do you notice a common denominator in the genres you hate or is it just me