March, 28th.

Last week was pretty tough, but I managed make it through. The weekend I spend at home alone, watching japanese dramas. I didn't think I missed them so much. My love for the japanese language was born anew.

I went walk around the town and saw swans. The beautiful birds.

Here's a picture.

Today I saw a picture of one of my favourite actors and I thought I want to draw him. I haven't got such a feeling for a long time. Is it a good sign?

I also went to a concert. It was the first time I went to the state philharmonic. I love the interior.

Here's some photos.

I've been needing you.

Thinking about kissing you.

March, 20th.

The first week went not as I wanted, but I made it through all the stress and came alive from the brink of mental breakdown. I think it's a victory.

Today I bought an ice-cream, so at the end of the week i'll please (?) myself?

It sounds so lonely.

March 15th.

Yesterday, made the schedule, but today I couldn't follow it step by step. Nevertheless, just a small step is a victory for me.

I've decided to take stairs instead of lift and do a bit yoga in the morning and evening. Will see the results in a month.

I've wished a happy birthday to my friend and feel relived.

As they say, spring brings new start.

Day 1. Morning

I listened to Bach and did some exercises. I realised my lower back is utterly in awful state, and I don't know what to do to bring it back to its finest days. Took shower and had breakfast. Also watched a new episode of Buddy Daddies.

It isn't much, but nevertheless a good start.

I need to make a schedule for my daily activities. I'm doing it tonight.

I think it's time to reopen my tumblr page and start a diary. I need some motivation right now, but it's so difficult to continue doing things. I'm in need of a mentor.

— help me.