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Oznola121

@oznola121

Things of relation to my life and what im interested in...

Jesus Christ Right Now With The 121!

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“But not all men seek rest and peace; some are born with the spirit of the storm in their blood…”

Robert E. Howard, The Bloody Crown of Conan

“We must be willing to be completely ordinary people, which means accepting ourselves as we are without trying to become greater, purer, more spiritual, more insightful. If we can accept our imperfections as they are, quite ordinarily, then we can use them as part of the path. But if we try to get rid of our imperfections, then they will be enemies, obstacles on the road to our ‘self-improvement’.”

— CHOGYAM TRUNGPA (via purplebuddhaquotes)

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“They will hound you to the ends of Creation. No matter where you flee, no matter how you plead and bargain and reason. They will scour the impurities from you until all that is left is the devil they feared all along. And when you rise from that grave of ash, crawling through blood and smoke? I will be waiting on the other side.”

— The Dead King of Keter

“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that…And the nights will flame with fire…It’s the only good fight there is.”
“You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. It was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, or who had ever been alive.”

— James Baldwin (via quotemadness)

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“I am not so arrogant as to think that I can build a heaven on Earth for those deserving of it, though I will do what I can. But I’ve seen hell on Earth with my own two eyes. I know I am capable of bringing it to the deserving, and as such I cannot do anything less.”

— Taylor Dantes

I m just not strong enough there's things I can't just do but I will find a way, one day I will be strong enough where no one can take from my brothers and I.

I can't save everyone and keep everyone happy, it's like fighting a endless war, it has it's tolls and losses, but I gotta keep trying and fight towards victory, but I can only do so much...

Literally how I feel what I been going through lately, I try to help out people when needed even with my last dollar on things when I didn't have much, I used to care about people alot more than myself, later I kinda slowly stop helping as much and started focusing more on myself bit by bit, now it's getting out of control with people's demands since I started doing well, all I want is peace and people want to take and steal from me to a point they want to threaten me, demanding me of help, I stopped caring of helping out people for most part due to their greed and envy and I try to stand up for myself and the ones I m living with but when I do I am the one they called the bad guy and they coward or try to get back at me in some way, I hate being that way to people, I really do care about people I really don't expect anything in return, I just want people to be happy, it just tears me apart from the inside and I hate it when people turn against me, people are just shit for the most part where I living at there's barely a hand full of people I can trust but then again that slowly fades away, I hate being called a bad guy, the true bad guys are the ones who are cowards, I just gotta endure another few months and I m moving out this dead horse town, out of my time in the Navy and out of the places I seen and been to, this town I m in and the people has been the worst I have ever seen they hate the homeless and disrespect those who serve the military, they are just shitty people it shows everywhere, I m just tired of it all I m not one them nor will I ever surrender to become the mass that has given up and rots here, I will be better later on but its going take some time to get through...