“I want to wear cute dresses but I’m too fat. I have to loose weight.”
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body-forgive-me
I have felt so utterly disgusting in my skin lately. I want to cry and scream just looking in the mirror. It’s like the closer I get to my goal weight, the heavier I feel and I don’t understand. I just want to shrink. I just want to be small and pretty and something that somebody would care about. I want to be someone’s first and last thought, and I’ve never felt farther away from that desire than I do right now. I feel hideous and unworthy and numb and I just don’t want to be here anymore quite honestly.
