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My heart didn’t break into a million pieces after you left. Instead I realized all the things you didn’t do. You didn’t listen to my stories. You didn’t ask me questions to know me. You didn’t hug me out of the blue. You didn’t make me feel good. And after you left, I wonder if you ever knew me at all
(via r22-x)
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It scares me to know that I have forgotten the taste of your lips and how it felt against mine.
I cannot recall how it should feel like to meet the lips of someone whose heart and not loins I ignite.
I do not remember the last kiss I shared that wasn’t fuelled by drunkenness boredom or the pain of missing you.
I know that I said when you left me that it was for the better, but some days it gets hard to swallow the reality of just how damaged you left me.
- S.H.
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“I love you like a child looking at the stars without being able to touch them”
(via hickeys-and-moans)
Source: permeate
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You get over him like this:
at first, you don’t. his name is a note you can’t
unsing
but
eventually your body gets bored
of making tears over the same person
who broke you.
your body says “listen up
it was a long time ago” and for a second
you feel whole but
you catch sight of him in a starbucks and your heart drops
and your hands shake and you want to throw up and
you can’t explain to your friends why this messed you up
because you’ve already talked their ears off so you go home
and have a good old-fashioned sob but
somewhere in that night or the next one or two weeks
down the road
the things that came to the surface start getting old and
you start turning over your relationship in your palms
until you discover the ugly things you’ve been hiding
from yourself and you think
maybe it’s wasn’t always heaven maybe
it was hell
and you write about him or cry about him or
get him out of yourself however you can, you
scrape yourself clean until there’s nothing left
and rebuild from the ground up and
some wicked part of you still wants to talk to him
just to say “look, i’m new now,
i’m different,”
but you don’t because you’ve straightened out
the voices in your head
and you write about him and make a stupid poetry blog about
red blood and black ink and you make playlists of songs
you found way after him and you
make yourself okay again eventually because
the truth is, you were whole before you found him
you have just forgotten how to be who you are
without him - don’t worry, my love
all it takes is a little soul-searching
before you rediscover
you are
better off without him.
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My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions.
I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality.
And it will be the death of me.
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I am more sensitive than other people. Things that other people would not notice awaken a distinct echo in me, and in such moments of lucidity, when I look at myself, I see that I am alone, all alone, all alone.
Source: wordsnquotes.com
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vorfreude
(noun) A German untranslatable word, vorfreude is defined as the intense euphoric sensation you experience from thinking about future plans and daydreams. This beautiful feeling is a natural reaction the human mind manifests from expectations of future pleasures and joyful anticipations, such as planning a trip, going on a date, and many other fulfilling, life-changing events. (via astrolatria)
Source: wordsnquotes.com
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I’m terrified. I’m terrified he’ll never come back, and I’m terrified he’ll come back and I’ll let him.
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Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.
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You don’t meet people by accident.
(via devils-bay)
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She loved the ocean
because every time the waves
left the shore,
they always came back.
"Unlike You" J.T. (via hefuckin)
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Our real journey in life is interior: it is a matter of growth, deepening, and of an ever greater surrender to the creative action of love and grace in our hearts.
Thomas Merton (via quietlotus)
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“There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being.
Haruki Murakami, A Slow Boat to China (via larmoyante)
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How do you survive?
You just do.
There is no other choice,
no other viable options.
You throw yourself into it,
head first
and make a mess along the way.
Gain a few too many scars,
break some things,
mend others.
Eventually,
you find yourself with
a couple of friends
and a few precious tools.
You just have to.
You will.
Michelle K., How Do You Recover? pt. 7 (via michellekpoems)
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Life moves very fast. It rushes from Heaven to Hell in a matter of seconds.
Paulo Coelho (via v-a-n-s)
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It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone, even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.
Deb Caletti, Honey, Baby, Sweetheart (via hefuckin)
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Source: aureat
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The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.
Steve Maraboli (via feellng)