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all my exes live in texas like im george straight or they go to georgia state where

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I don’t ever get too attached to anything or anyone nowadays. Friendships, relationship, moment, feelings, pain, etc. Everything and everyone pretty much come and go but it’s a blessing if something or someone can be anything other than temporary.

Sometimes you just have to dig deeper and just value the time that it made you feel and who made you feel that way for that time.

I am learning to accept compliments I am learning that mirrors will not shatter when I look at them That the monsters in my mind are just that In my mind That I deserve the compliments I got, I deserved Because I tried to starve myself And I tried to throw up the food in.my stomache And I gave myself scars that made me hate my skin even more But I am learning That I deserve to be loved That I am worthy And I am learning

if you’re going to come into my life. love me forever. don’t give up if i make a mistake, don’t just pick up and leave, don’t just disappears after the first argument or problem, love me for me and just unconditionally care. i don’t need temporary people. i am a forever type of person. i deserve the respect, to speak without permission and more; so respect that.