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lottie

@oogabooga1217

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I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

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once you deny yourself that craving once, then twice, you’ll find yourself at the end of a week having denied it 50 times.

discipline builds up. don’t give up, don’t give yourself that “one time.” I promise it doesn’t exist and it will snowball.

always remember that food is not a reward, restriction is.

when you want to take a second helping, when you want to eat lunch with everyone else, when you’re alone and want to reach for snacks, when you’re out and want to eat unhealthy fast food - remember this. you’ll never get far unless you start now; start resisting your old habits and making new ones.

work hard for what you want.

take care.

I think my friend has restrictive eating habits and it only showed up when I relapsed. I feel so badly but at the same time I want to be sicker than her.