A n y w a y ,

i didn’t realize growing up meant dying inside but hey it’s whatever

— Kristie Betts (via perrfectly)

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

i’m so mentally exhausted it’s unreal

if u don’t have good intentions with me pls leave me alone. i’m tired

Jane Austen - "Sense and Sensibility"

There are feelings I never wanna feel again.

it’s tiring, isn’t it? being in control, making choices, thinking for yourself. it’s so, so tiring. let me do it instead. you’ll like it.

left to be forgotten

—

Charlotte Brontë,

Jane Eyre

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it’s just me and my stupid little fantasies against the world

:)

I used to think communication was the key until I realized comprehension is. You can communicate all you want with someone but if they don’t understand you, its silent chaos.

— Joquesse Eugenia

sometimes there’s a big hole in your soul and that’s just the way it is and you have to fill it up with songs you love and people who make you feel better and towels in your favorite color and socks that feel just right on your feet and even then sometimes part of you will leak out and other times it’ll all gush at once and you’ll feel like you’re fighting a losing battle but the fact is every time you flood you just pick up the pieces of all the little good things around you and start laying the bricks over again and yeah it’s too bad there’s got to be a hole in the first place but that’s life sometimes you babble and ebb and flow and burst but your soul is part of what keeps the world alive and it’s really just amazing you’re here so don’t worry that the sadness never fully goes away I’m just really glad we exist. the world is full of everyone and I’m happy that includes us.