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Light And Shadow

@onlybnw

Appreciating all kinds of black and white imagery.

“Every day I feel is a blessing from God. And I consider it a new beginning. Yeah, everything is beautiful.” ~ Prince

“𝐈 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐢𝐭. 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐆𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐥 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐨’𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐲, 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐠𝐮𝐲. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐰𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐛 𝐜𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞’ 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟.’ 𝐇𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐒𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧.’ 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲’𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬! 𝐀𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲?’ 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐃𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞?’ 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭…” (𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐤𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐭.) “𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩, 𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, ‘𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐞.’” -𝐁𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐑𝐞𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐲 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐥 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟏𝐭𝐡, 𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟓 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟔 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐞. 𝐏𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐟 𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐬./𝐆𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐆𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐟𝐚, 𝐓𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐬, 𝟏𝟗𝟓𝟓.

“Anita Berber was born into a middle-class family with artistic leanings. Her father, Felix, was First Violinist of the Municipal Orchestra, and her mother Lucie was a dancer and aspiring actress. After her parents’ divorce, Berber lived with her grandmother. In 1913, she attended a modern dance school where she learned rhythmic gymnastics. She later studied traditional ballet in Berlin.
Germany from the end of World War I until the rise of the Nazi party in 1933 was a time of both economic instability as well as artistic creativity. The art world embraced Expressionism, and the cabaret scene exploded with risque performances thanks to a loosening of censorship laws. By the age of 20, Berber was performing nude in many of these cabarets.
In 1919, Berber married the wealthy screenwriter Eberhard von Nathusius. They divorced after she fell in love with a lesbian bar owner, Susi Wanowski, who became her manager as well as her lover.
Besides dancing in cabarets, Berber also made more than a dozen appearances in film, including a role in the 1919 silent film Different From the Others. This film is often considered the first sympathetic portrayal of homosexuality on screen. The movie was a direct challenge to Germany’s laws against homosexuality, and the Nazis later banned it.
Berber’s bisexuality and her overall defiance of traditional gender norms were often the subject of the tabloids. Berber reportedly had a brief liaison with a young Marlene Dietrich, the Hollywood star known for her sexy androgynous style.
In 1922, Berber married the dancer Sebastian Droste and the two of them created a book of poetry and photography titled Dances of Vice, Horror and Ecstasy, which they also performed in various nightclubs. They both struggled with alcohol and drug addiction, most notably cocaine, and their performances and poetry often included references to drugs.
Berber and Droste’s performances continued to shock and outrage the public. She was jailed for several weeks after personally offending the king of Yugoslavia with a nude dance performance. As a result they were both banned from performing in European venues for several years. Reports of scandalous behavior followed Berber wherever she went. She was often seen around town with her pet monkey draped around her neck. There were reports that she visited restaurants naked but for a sable coat. After Droste was jailed for fraud (he also stole Berber’s furs and jewelry), Berber met and married American dancer Henri Chatin-Hoffman in 1924, two weeks after they met.
In 1928, Berber collapsed during a performance at a Beirut nightclub. A few months later she died from tuberculosis, most likely the result of years of drug abuse. Following her death, an unflattering and largely fabricated biography emerged, which shaped Berber’s legacy for decades. More recently she’s been seen in a new light, thanks to LGBTQ+ and feminist studies. Berber was an early performance artist at a time when that label didn’t even exist.