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@onlyafoolformyships

call me em or ry | she/they | bi | I do not tolerate any hate | I post incorrect quotes sometimes | ask box is open and I also take submissions | avatar by @/ eileenita

it was the END of the UNIVERSE. MULTIPLE universes. and he sat his gay ass on the floor of a cold ass dungeon. HEAD in his HANDS. ignored a phone call from the brother he went to HELL for

Literally anyone who says they didn't love each other is lying to themselves like they were in love.

I didn't blame him for my feelings for him. He owes me nothing. Those butterflies in my stomach have captivated this little heart of mine. I never expected that I could love someone by just wishing him well and hoping for the best for him in doing good things in life. What only hurts me is that he couldn't understand the way I love—that's why he can easily say those things and invalidate my poor feelings for him.

I didn't blame him for my feelings for him. He owes me nothing. Those butterflies in my stomach have captivated this little heart of mine. I never expected that I could love someone by just wishing him well and hoping for the best for him in doing good things in life. What only hurts me is that he couldn't understand the way I love—that's why he can easily say those things and invalidate my poor feelings for him.

props to Will Solace because if a scrawny likely anemic definitely malnourished shaggy emo 14 year old told me I should be scared of him because he's the prince of darkness I would've just lost it like yeah ok sure attack me with your extensive bring me to the horizon record collection

It feels like 90% of my friends/mutuals have moved on from Spn (completely valid, but it's left me feeling kinda lonely over here).

I know there are plenty of you still out there though and I need to find you, so like...sound off or something so I can follow/interact with you. Gushing over characters together is so much more fun than screaming into the void.

I like most things spn but the favorites are:

  • TFW/TFW 2.0
  • Destiel
  • Anna/Ruby
  • Donna/Jody
  • Charlie/Jo
  • Femslash in general actually
  • Drowley
  • Anything involving Crowley tbh
  • Saileen
  • Meg/Gabriel
  • Bobby & Rufus (or Bobby/Rufus)
  • Any of the characters getting the love/healing/peace they deserve

EDIT: Also, anyone who wants to reblog this with their own list of favorite things, please feel free. I'd love to see it

EDIT #2: Oh, also, I'm about to delete my tag list and start completely over, because it's hard to remember who has moved on from Spn and who hasn't and I'm not trying to bother people with content they're not interested in just because they asked to be tagged once upon a time. So, if any of you wanna be tagged in anything, lemme know.