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@omgscary / omgscary.tumblr.com

Fractured whimsy. Big geek. Eclectic artist. Mental patient. Chronically ill. Force of fucking nature.

Adventure Girl and Adventure Dog, heading to NY via NH in about eight hours. (Guess which one of us got sick as a parting gift?) (at Best Western Concord Inn & Suites)

I am not okay.

I am not this indomitable force that people seem to think I am.

Pretending to be is dangerous to my mental state.

I can't keep not making room for my own fragility in my plans.

I cannot keep taking hits.

Everything hurts.

By all means, talk and raise awareness about depression. But please mention:

•Not showering or brushing your teeth for two weeks •Getting sick from a vitamin D deficiency because you haven’t been outside in a solid month •Getting lightheaded when you stand up from bed because you’ve been laying down for days •The body pains •Shampoo not bubbling because this is the first time you washed your hair in three weeks •Over stimulation •Pity from a distance •'Get over yourself, there’s people *in Africa starving, with cancer, homeless, living in poverty, dying, ect.’ •Massive weight gain •Massive weight loss •Both •Your body literally changing how it looks and deposits fat based on frequent weight gain and loss •Hair loss •Zero self esteem •Breaking out in acne so bad you can’t put your head on a pillow from pain •Being too depressed to commit suicide •Self imposed isolation •Stomach cramps •Nausea •Vomiting •'You’re so dramatic, it can’t be that bad’

If you don’t, I’m not saying you’re not raising awareness, but you definitely need to step up your game

Anonymous asked:

You're gorgeous!! Are you really single?

Actually, I'm secretly a triple. As in three unicorns in a trenchcoat. It's fucking magical.

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If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

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Like, if no ones gonna read it, you should still write it.

If no ones gonna see it, you should still do it.

If no ones gonna hear you, you should still say it.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

Body: *hands shaking like crazy, lightheaded, feeling weird*
Me: what, are you hungry?! Fine here's some food!
Stomach: oh, what
Stomach: you want me to DIGEST this?
Stomach: I mean I guess
Stomach: but I hope you're ready to lie down cause all energy sources are now diverting to digestion
Heart: WHAT ARE WE RUNNING? ARE WE RUNNING FROM A BEAR? SOMETHING INTENSE IS HAPPENING
Entire rest of body: *windows power down noise*

i see a lot of shoutouts specifically for victims of rape and sexual assault, but not many for victims of other types of abuse. all abuse is inexcusable. yes rape and sexual abuse are awful, but they are not the only ways someone can be abused. so here’s a shoutout to all of us victims. we all deserve one.

shoutout to abuse victims for being strong enough to survive.

shoutout to victims who were sexually abused.

shoutout to victims who weren’t sexually abused.

shoutout to victims who were emotionally abused.

shoutout to victims who were physically abused.

shoutout to victims who were verbally abused.

shoutout to victims of domestic violence.

shoutout to victims of financial abuse.

shoutout to victims of social abuse.

shoutout to victims of neglect.

shoutout to victims of bullying.

shoutout to victims of passive-aggressive behavior.

shoutout to victims who were abused by a loved one (parent, sibling, friend, or anyone else)

shoutout to victims who denied their abuse because “it’s not that bad” or “it’s not as bad as it could be” or “at least it’s not ___”

shoutout to victims who constantly apologize for everything.

shoutout to victims who can’t speak up for themselves.

shoutout to victims who dissociate.

shoutout to victims who have flashbacks.

shoutout to victims who were traumatized by their abuse.

shoutout to victims who weren’t traumatized by their abuse.

shoutout to victims who developed PTSD from their abuse.

shoutout to victims who developed C-PTSD from their abuse

shoutout to victims who didn’t develop PTSD or C-PTSD.

shoutout to victims who haven’t yet or are unable to heal.

shoutout to victims who are in the process of healing.

shoutout to victims who have healed as much as they can from their abuse.

we are strong. we deserved better. and we can recover. 

No one swaps genders like Gaston!

HELL YASS

I wanted to change my FB profile picture to something cute and cheerful. Then I decided, hey! That's an adorbs #Pride frame. Boom. Done and done. It was already published when I realized what I'd done. Yeah, the photo and frame are great *individually" but together... Well, shit. And that's how I accidentally became an advocate of interspecies human-reptilian love. We're to be wed in the spring.