Avatar

olliebollie

@olliethewallflower

art: olliesartnstuff
he/they
my body is actively trying to off me
cpunk ADHD hEDS POTS MCAS
it be like that (derogatory)

The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

some people on disability Tumblr desperately need to learn that EDS is not just having bendy joints and that, like, people die from it?

like.... people dislocate vertebrae and die

people have aortic dissections and die

people have organs rupture and die

people go into anaphylaxis and die

and that even when people don't die from it they're still often, like, severely disabled by it?

like.... people are tube feeding and TPN dependent because of it

people have spinal cord injuries from subluxed vertebrae because of it

people have fused spines because of it

people are full time wheelchair users because of it

people live in hospitals because of it

sure plenty of people are mildly disabled because of EDS but that is not the case for so many people with EDS

people with severe complications from EDS are welcome to add on

FUCKING THIS‼️‼️‼️

Also the amount of co morbidities that come with hEDS like yeah I have hEDS but ALSO POTS and MCAS and they interact with each other in different ways and make it hella hard

“Disabilities are not things to be embarrassed of and being disabled is a part of who I am”

And

“Certain disabilities are so unbearable that it’s normal to wish you weren’t disabled”

Are two separate concepts that can and should coexist

Sometimes I forget people process things differently

like I was half laughing half ranting about something my body was doing to fuck me over and then my friend got sad about it like no bestie please laugh that’s all I have left

Love as Acceptance

Caitlyn Siehl // Leonard Cohen, "Anthem" // Rumi, "Bitterweet" // trans. Anne Carson, "Euripides" // Sade Andria Zabala, "Coffee and Cigarettes" // tumblr acct @/gayassnatural // Anne Carson, "H of H Playbook" // William Shakespeare, "Sonnet 116" // Clementine von Radics, "Mouthful of Forevers" // Toni Morrison, "Jazz"

god I need someone to view me like this- see all the fucked up parts of me and still say yes I will choose you. Not only do I want you but I see you for you and we will be ok.

me rn

[id: damn got hands meme, a man wearing boxing gloves with the text next to him reading: ok ima fight lightheadedness. on the bottom of the picture is the same man sitting down drinking water with the text next to him reading: damn lightheadedness got hands. /end id]