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Rape;
You make me sick. Your with another girl and she’s saying what “an amazing man” you are. Your nothing special. You don’t deserve happiness. You don’t deserve anything good. You deserve hell. You destroyed somebody else’s life. And you got no punishment. Wtf. You get away with the shit you do. Who knows how many others you’ve done wrong to. The worst is yet to come. You’ll go down for this. Karmas a bitch.
I Don’t.
Today she took off her ring.. so yeah. That’s all I gotta say. You get the idea..
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“you’re going to have that tattoo for the rest of your life”
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Solo;
I am going solo for a while. Just going to focus on be me. No relationships, just me. which will be good.
Nobody cares unless you’re pretty or dying;
This saying cracks me the fuck up. You know why? Because I’m actually on my way to try and kill myself and guess who doesn’t care? Everybody. Councilors and doctors and parent want people to tell someone when they want to or are thinking about killing themselves. When I don’t tell anyone, they don’t care. When I do tell people , yeah more than one person, nobody cares. What’s the use? Let me just die and haunt a movie theatre so I can see movies for free and steal people’s snacks and make it look like there popcorn is floating..
Desire;
You desired to have a girl that didn’t think of you anything more than just a friend. She’s beautiful. Dark hair. Make up. Skinny. Everything your interested in. As I sit on the side lines as the opposite. You don’t see me anything more than just a friend. I am in a relationship but I’m not getting what I want. I’m not satisfied. Nothing to do with sex. I don’t wanna believe or admit it but I think I lost some feelings for my girlfriend. She’s mean sometimes. And idk. It’s complicated. But I really like this guy.. i have no clue why. Maybe because he’s sweet. Or his nice smile. But there’s also his beautiful face. His facial hair. I don’t know.. I hate this feeling. Liking someone while in a relationship. But I really can’t control my feelings. I’ve had this feeling for a while but trying to avoid it is almost imposible. But being friends with this dude (if he considers me a friend) is better than nothing.. I guess..
Caleb;
You asked me to the valentine dance in 2014. I said yes in desperation. But then I kinda grew to like you even tho you were an asshole. I remember one day you called me stupid. Another day you took my hand, thinking you’d want to hold hands but you placed my hand on your penis. You took some of my dignity away. I just stayed there in shock. Frozen. Not knowing how to escape this uncomfortable place. I hope one day you’ll get the karma you deserve. Fuck you; metaphorically.
Sexual Orientation;
I like girls but I also like guys. I like girls physically and emotionally but I only like guys emotionally. I like being more masculine sometimes but also feminine other times. I lost myself. I am scared to be who I truly am. I am not a female or male. I am in the middle. I am ashamed to be genderfluid. I’m scared. I really am, Ive never been so scared in my life. Just wish I could be whoever I want and nobody noticed the change or cared. But there’s always going to be criticism.
Miss;
You give me no reason to miss you.
The end;
If the world were to end right in front of my eyes, I would sit and watch it all happen and wait for my death..
Death;
I think about death frequently. Alittle too much.. I will eventually kill myself and end me. I don't wanna be here anymore.. I don't belong here.. is my expiration date up yet?
Being numb;
I'm so numb I could fill every ocean,lake,and sea. I can cry a million times a day. I wanna die. What's there to live for? Fuck this! I'm out. Peace.
You;
You took advantage of me and made a fool out of me. You two faced fuck. You told others you had feelings for them then turned to me and told me that It was going to be you and me "forever". You lied to me. How do you explain her. Why is she telling me that you and her have "history". And her. And her. And her?! I used to think it was "romantic" the way you won me back but really it was painful. You told some girl to ask me if she could date you. I called you; furious. I screamed. I cried. I threw stuff. I asked later on if that was your "way of winning me back" and you said yes. But I think that's a lie if it were true I wouldn't have had to bring it up! Fuck you. I remember being obsessed with you. You treated me like shit and I still loved you. You changed and made things right but then shortly after you made it wrong once again. It's all wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. You took my heart and cut it up into little pieces. Yes you. How could you? I trusted you. You've hurt me not too long ago. I broke your heart the way you broke mine. I have finally set myself free now your not smothering me.
Sean Patrick Kelly;
I remember your name because you made me fall in love with you. I was only twelve while you were sixteen. You took advantage of me and made me feel like I was in love. I was blind because I was young. You introduced me to things that I didn't even know existed and you made a fool out of me. You showed me things, bad and innapropriate things. You taught me naughty things and made me do things that I didn't understand as if I were on drugs because I had no idea what I was doing and you knew and you didn't care about what you were doing to me. You are selfish. That's how I know you lied about your "love" for me. You cheated, lied, and made my body a toy. Now that I have opened my eyes to see how you've ruined me I hope that karma will ruin you;
Cut;
Razor isn't sharp but dull
I am waiting for that special pull
I won't be stuck long I hope
Just wanna smoke some real good dope
Numb the pain into ease
As I'm begging out please
I need to cut
Yes it rediculous
If you were me you wouldn't be conspicuous
I want to die
Yes it's true
And one day you'll feel it too.
Poem By: Oliver Drew Ballard
Jae;
I'm hoping when the time is right that Jae will ask me out in the perfect way. Yeah I enjoy being single because it gives me my independence and confidence but I don't need to be single to feel that way. I should be able to feel like that both ways. But I guess it's hard for me. When I'm in a relationship I am lost. I can't find myself and it's a scary thing not knowing who you are.