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โœฉ โ€งโ‚Šหš โœฉใ€‚IN YOUR ARMS (Iโ€™M WARMEST) โ€” GETO SUGURU.

contents. itโ€™s a bit of a prequel to this drabble about the shower scene, but can be read as a stand alone, post hidden inventory arc, depressed suguru :(, small spoon suguru bc he deserves to be held, reverse comfort, established relationships, healing suguru agenda !! iโ€™m passionate about this agenda !!!!!!!

usually, instead of you sneaking into suguruโ€™s room, itโ€™s the other way around. usually, he slips under your sheets and curls around your body, your combined giggles seeping into the sheets as he sneaks in a few hours of sleep with you in his arms before he inevitably has to leave before heโ€™s caught.

tonight is different, thoughโ€”suguru hasnโ€™t come to your room to sleep with you in more than a few days. you donโ€™t even think he even sleeps anymore, if the dark circles under his eyes are of any hint.

so you do the only thing you can think of: sneak into his room.

โ€œhey, are you asleep?โ€ you poke his shoulderโ€”heโ€™s had his back facing the door since you stepped in, and heโ€™s made no move to face you.

โ€œyes,โ€ is all he says.

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You started dating Hawks in the spring and had always left your glass balcony doors open for him every night, but it was now autumn and the evenings were chilly keeping your windows and doors sealed tight, as per usual Hawks comes for his good night kiss and you think nothing of it until SMACK, bird boy didnโ€™t notice the glass balcony door was shut.

"Dont drink coffee after 2 PM" is such a neurotypical issue that sounds made up. Such a thing couldnt happen to me, ADHD Georg, who has coffee past 9:30 PM and can still fall asleep freely because I have a natural toxicity resistance to caffeine.

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the thought of cockwarming gojo to sleep and him bucking his hips into you and whimpering in the middle of the night still asleep bc heโ€™s having a wet dream while still inside you might be the reason i start therapy

i'd crawl home to her

pairing: hades!geto suguru x persephone f!reader

word count: 10.8k

about: the god of the underworld brings his most valued prize home at the risk of tearing the realm itself apart.

contents: cw dark content - kidnapping, possessive leaning on yandere behavior, stockholm syndrome to a degree, lore accordant misogyny (ugh i know). this is a retelling of the hades and persephone myth, it is not exact to the prior iterations - creative liberties, etc. reader is quite naive but has her own personality and genuinely cares for suguru. piv sex, reader is referred to with feminine pet names, virginity loss. zeus gojo, hecate shoko. weird happy ending bc ofc this is something EYE wrote.

notes: i was personally asked to repost this and figured finishing the story and posting it full length would be the best way. this is the full and final version of what was formerly known as crawling. thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy it.

floral divider is thanks to @/saradika

Earthโ€™s sun rises with you, Suguru concludes on his fourteenth morning outside his bleak domicile.

Perched high above the meadow you tend every morning, the sun rising higher in the sky with every step you take across soft green grass, he watches. The backlight drenches you until youโ€™re a mere silhouette, hard even for his superhuman vision to make out.ย 

He doesnโ€™t need the sunlight to do anything but glow across every curve and dip of you - his mind can easily paint the rest of the picture.

You live behind his eyes every time he closes them.

He luxuriates in the feeling of shutting them to imagine you while heโ€™s in this form, something inhuman that may belong among your trees and your blossoms. Something unlike who he really is.ย 

Opening his eyes as he hears branches creak beneath where he rests, he readies himself to swoop into the landing you are approaching.ย 

Sighing with each step, the gentle sweep of the hem of your dress across your feet tethers you back to your reality. The grass tickles the bottoms of your bare feet and you squint as you peer into the distance ahead, unable to make out more than vague shapes of flora.ย 

A golden cage with crawling vines along the bars is still a cage, one to which your mother holds the only key. You are reminded of this impenetrable truth with every muffled step that grows quicker as you notice something in your clearing.ย 

A bird, larger than any youโ€™ve ever seen, rests atop the grass with its wing twisted at an unnatural angle. The sight makes you gasp and you begin to sprint, filled with concern. The dryads havenโ€™t yet arrived to tend the meadow with you - youโ€™re alone.ย 

Youโ€™re unprotected.ย 

Youโ€™re his.

A pathetic caw leaves the large birdโ€™s beak as you approach. The sound is strangled and makes your heart squeeze, mind immediately reeling imagining the suffering this animal must be going through.ย 

Despite being kept under lock and key, this meadow is your domain and nothing will hurt as long as you are here. You vowed long ago to make this so.ย 

You sink to your knees beside the bird. Suguru sees the tips of your fingers before he sees anything else, the beady eyes of the body heโ€™s inhabiting keeping him from taking in too much of you at once.ย 

โ€œYou poor thing,โ€ you speak without a trace of irony or false sympathy. Your voice is more beautiful than any melody he has overheard the dryads cast into the sky and relief washes over him as the sound. โ€œWhatโ€™s happened to you?โ€

He caws again, the sound stronger this time and you smile. Perhaps heโ€™s feeling better, you ponder as his shift away from you and shut. His soul shutters with anticipation as you lean over him.ย 

This bird is unlike any wildlife youโ€™ve ever tended to in your lands, large and inky in color. You are more accustomed to robins or the occasional duck, things as gentle as the life you lead. Ducks donโ€™t even have claws, Suguru thinks as you stroke a pattern across his beak with your index finger, suddenly too aware of his own talons in this form.ย 

Those same talons twitch and you frown, moving from his beak to gently petting his head.ย 

โ€œAre you in any pain?โ€

The concern you hold for Suguru makes him feel a bit hazy, your mind too precious and concerned with helping him to notice the rapidly browning grass surrounding the two of you.ย 

He eventually kills everything he touches, smothering the light out of every last brightened corner in his life. It makes him feel guilty knowing youโ€™ll just be one more light to extinguish but he canโ€™t allow this to continue.

This want he has for you - the need growing into a pit as endless as the one he alone casts souls into.ย 

You are his.ย 

A soft gasp leaves you as the once injured wing of the bird you sit next to appears to be healed untouched. No longer bent and dangling, the strength returning as the bird lifts his head. Fear paralyzes you when you recognize something distinctly human in the darkened eyes that glance up in your direction.ย 

This is no bird of your lands.

Adrenaline rushes but you stay, watching the bird twitch as he begins to transform into something inexplicable before your eyes. Feathers give way to hair, a beak to a face. You draw your fingers back as wings become hands but theyโ€™re captured quickly between cool fingers much larger than yours.ย 

Fear blankets your mind and you gape at Suguru as he transforms into a man - nude, bare to the sunlight. You can make out every defined plane muscle and scar, the sight as terrifying as it is alluring. You know all too well who has trapped you between his talons.ย 

โ€œWhy are you here?โ€

Despite the terror in your widened eyes, desire flickers within them. Suguru notices you do not flinch or stray as he reaches out and caresses your jaw with his fingertips in the same pattern you were gently etching across his beak.ย 

โ€œFor you.โ€

Almost as if you are no longer in control of your own body, you melt into his touch and your eyes grow heavy. His large palm cups your cheek and he gently pinches the soft round between his index finger and thumb.

He wishes youโ€™d come willingly but he canโ€™t be certain and will not leave room for error.ย 

Your eyes flutter shut gently, your body slackening as the magic he used to coerce you to sleep takes hold. Bundling you against his bare chest, a victorious smile crosses his handsome features.

You are his, wrapped in his embrace, and he holds you as delicately as a fragile newborn as the ground shakes beneath the two of you.

โ€œLetโ€™s return home,โ€ he mutters down at you knowing there will be no response. Your breathing is steady, little puffs of air leaving your barely open lips. He presses his palm against your cheek, your throat, your chest.ย 

He resists the urge to map you out knowing heโ€™ll have plenty of time to do so as soon as the two of you have settled in the underworld.ย