Feeling really bad gender-wise
Like I will NEVER look like the person I want to
There are so many post that are like "your body is you its not the enemy"
But no it isn't me and it is my fucking enemy and I would obliterate it and get a new one if I could I hate how I look I hate that when people look at me they see something that isn't who I am
bro WHERE is the love of my life this isn’t funny anymore
never thought I’d find myself retrospectively wishing my puberty had additional lore but here we are
Wow I'm weirdly unhappy and there's no reason for it I'm sure this has nothing to do with any sort of biological process my body has regularly undergone for years now
By Talos this can't be happening
French carved ivory rings, c. 1780, from the collection of one of my favorite dealers, Antique Animal Jewelry.
Stede would be a terrible pickpocket because he'd have to resist the urge to say "yoink!" when he stole something
when i imagine a hozier concert, i picture him laying down on the stage alone and singing like he’s dead or dreaming and we’re all just witness to his final moments
I'd imagine it looking something like:
botanophile 🌿 turns out making art for yourself is fun!
[ID: a selection of plant leaves drawn in bright colours on a dark background, surrounded by little stars and a white wiggly border. the plants include an alocasia, begonia, monstera, philodendron, and fern. there are three variations of the drawing, one with a blue and pink neon tint, one with more orange tones, and one entiely in pastel pink and purple. the drawings are highly textured and saturated. end ID]
It’s the beginning of fire season, so I’m going to share this memory and some advice I learned the hard way.
In fall 2020 the wild fires on the west coast were so bad that you could barely see 15 feet at times. Where I lived the aqi hit 590 at one point. We could not evacuate and we had no insulation in our house.
The gas masks saved us. Me and my roommates taped our windows shut and wore respirators in the house for a week. I did this sketch of them while we were watching the muppet movie one night.
Most of you will have experience a fire or smoke storm at some point, this is not going away. Smoke inhalation can have permanent and long term effects.
Get a respirator mask, and get replacement filters for organic and biological material. They can be as cheep as $12, and even if you don’t think you’re at risk, it is not something you want to find out you need afterwards. If you can afford to, get extras. Someone you know might need it.
Also useful at protests, just saying…
where is She (deactivated mutual)