“Take hold of your own life. See that the whole existence is celebrating. These trees are not serious, these birds are not serious. The rivers and the oceans are wild, and everywhere there is fun, everywhere there is joy and delight. Watch existence, listen to the existence and become part of it.”
— Osho (via minuty)
I'm stronger then ever... when it hurts, or something tweaks my mind negatively.... I look at it again, with clarity and realism the demons are really just cute little labrador puppies 🐶 💕 there are no monsters.... just the arty ones I enjoy watching but they do not move me and hurt me.... it is just ART I can look at... I can look at my madness and see it as ART... wear it like a hat, or funky boots.... or just be VILANELLE 💋... I am an Island . I am Fearless
Hiidenportti National Park 📷 Anna-Elina Lahti
Finland.....🍃🍂
Visual comforting images lift me up.....
Autumn banquet, photo by grazegourmetplatterco
This is me..... happiness....
Well he is back in my life and we are moving in together?! What the Fuck just happened there......? Shiiiiiiiit.
I am watching this space right herrrrre. I take it the Universe still got my back as always but really? And oh my lord I can't stand his mother ?! She is pure evil. I am scum to her and she facelessly still tries to act nice to please him.
And this guy I just love his crystal blue eyes, one with a bit of brown in the iris like David Bowie... I believe him when he says he loves me. We do love each other.... what a tricky mother fucken place to be ...? Love and walking on eggshells?.... I wanna run away and then run right back to him ...
I wonder what he thinks when he gazes into the distance.... I fill in the blanks with negative awful shit, dutifully hurting myself. I promised not to do that anymore! Fu in the tendency is imprinted but I'm
Checking on it... I'm sick of being afraid.
I just want to own the happiness that is sitting right I front of me.
But why does his mum annoy me so much.... why is she so cold.
Fuck this shut. Love and shit. Everyone is a suspect ... everyone is out to get me? Or is all this shit in my head?
No fucken way.... gotta trust my gut. Trust no one. Hmmm.... I'm going to keep feeding , taking care of me and keeping close watch.
My mama didn't raise no fool! I'm never going to be a love sick, love stupid little girl.... I'm going to do me... get rich in mind, body and spirit and call the shots. I've been crushed before.
I learnt. I can be in Love and not stupid at the sane time. This cat is getting all the cream because I deserve it... so you go take a dive into your own poop Mama.... don't try and ruin my day.
Breakup ....
2018 is almost over and all I gotta say is what the fuck was that
Guess what changed. I was finally honest with myself and let go.... unfortunately I didn't do it myself , but It worked out just fine and I am feeling taken care of....
It was the best possible outcome and I'm learning so much , I will never ever do this to myself again.
models of color with pretty eyelids
michiko malandro
I love the rainy days
