I earned $35 working for my mom at an event for work. It was nice to have a chance to socialize. But now I’m home alone and I feel like no one will ever love me. That’s how it always goes.

Exactly...

Abusive parents can say “I love you”

Abusive parents can give their kids an allowance, gifts, toys and nice things sometimes.

Abusive parents can seem like parent of the year to outsiders.

Abusive parents can defend their children from outside threats and get them in all the best schools and programs and deal with school bullies.

Abusive parents are still abusive, regardless of the things they get right or the nice things they sometimes do.

whoever wrote this evidently had an idyllic, sheltered, childhood…

The person who wrote this had dishes thrown at them by the same person who said ‘I love you’ and tucked them into bed sometimes.

The person who wrote this would be severely punished and hit for being home even one minute late by the same person who threatened to call the cops on the two girls who bullied them relentlessly.

The person who wrote this was told over an over again by everyone that their mother was ‘incredible’ and ‘awesome’ by every one of their friends growing up despite being denied food to eat.

The person who wrote this got presents on their birthday and on holidays and had an allowance and was threatened with have everything they owned destroyed or have their pets killed on a regular basis by a parent.

The person who wrote this was called ‘stupid’, ‘retarded’, and ‘a useless idiot’ every time they couldn’t understand something by the same person who said they were ‘very smart’ and ‘had potential’.

The person who wrote this did not have an idyllic, sheltered childhood and spent years questioning if having dishes thrown at their head was actually abusive because that same person said ‘I love you’.

The person who wrote this is pretty pissed off that you would tell an abuse survivor that they had an idyllic childhood and assume there was no abuse just because the abuser was really good at making them question whether they were really abused or not, or that somehow saying ‘I love you’ made the abuse go away.

The person who wrote this literally has a personality disorder as a direct result of their parent who sometimes said I love you and got their bully’s in middle school dealt with abusing them.

But you’re right. How dare I point out that this is something ACTUAL abusers have ACTUALLY done.

I’m freaking out right now because this is exactly how my grandparents are. and yet people only ever see the “nice” things they do.

Omg, this. This is my mom. Everyone loves my mom and she used to buy me everything in the world and she tells me she loves me all the time. People think she’s the best person ever and think I’m ungrateful when I’m complain about her. But she’s the same person who’s told me I’m a mistake, who’s smacked me across the face and made my nose bleed, who lied to protective services saying that I made the bruises on my arms, who’s made me cry thousands of times, who’s made me think I’m better off dead, who’s told me getting raped was my fault, and who’s encouraged me to starve or purge. To everyone else, my mom is the mother of the year…but I know the truth.

My insomnia is back with full force.

It’s 7:37AM and the sun is up. I feel like I’ve forgotten how to sleep, like it’s the last name of some girl I kind of knew in high school.

You keep me lit even on the darkest nights.

This seriously looks like my husband. xD

THIS IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS FOR SEVEN YEARS

DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO ?????

I’m fucking dying

That last fatal scream tho

IT IS BACK ON MY DASH THIS POST NEVER DIES WHO EVER PUT THIS UP IS A GOD.

THE TERROR IN HIS SCREAM OH GOSH

i’m crying

I don’t recommend counting calories, but if you do, here you go!

Yes

girl did you use tail whip, because yo booty has left me defenseless

I’ve got 99 problems and you are 98 of them

the other one is that I’m a drug addict

Ayyyyyy

Omfg forreal though

Oh my Fuck xD

me after 3 hours sleep 

mother : are you all right? me :  

if you follow the paintbrush with your eyes while not moving your head, it forces you to use emdr which is a therapeutic technique to calm anxiety/panic. watching fish swim causes the same effect.

I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE FOREVER FOR THIS TO BE ON MY DASHBOARD AGAIN

got some kitty cuddlin yin yang action tattooed today ☯🐱💉

when @shay-gnar and @psychedelic-freak-out reblog your photo😍😍😍

I only really love it 😍

Love this soooo much okay

LOL

so they say draw either heaven or hell from a christian perspective or heaven and hell from the point of view from another religion.   separation of church and state, so i do hell from the point of view of an atheist, cuz i don’t believe in fairytales. to quote Shallah Raekwon and Ghostface “…we don’t believe in heaven cuz we livin in hell…” and yes that is lady liberty turned into a super gimp sitting on the washington monument with her asshole, and lady justice deepthroating her own blade to death… 15"x 20" pen n ink depiction of hell on earth as perpetuated by amerikkka in the present day…

✨😍🐚🌈

By The Sea (2015)