I haven’t known how to say this out loud. How to tell people. But I guess you just say it.
Howl died in March. We came home one Saturday after running errands and his leg that commonly bothered him was bothering him. The next day he was having more trouble and by Monday he was paralyzed. We took him to the vet and he had slipped discs in his back and because he had hemophilia, surgery was not a good option. Once he was sedated and he was able to lay down, he chose to snuggle with us and we discovered that he had bruises on his legs from dragging them around. It was just too much for him to recover from. We had to make the choice to let him go so he wouldn’t suffer. He was in so much pain.
But I wish he could have gotten better, I wish things could be different. I miss him so much. It’s so hard to exist and be without him.
For a little dog who was only given 3 years to live, he made it to 10 and he was the best boy that ever was. And I’ll never be the same.








