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I want to die but if I fail I don’t want the attention and lectures from people about how staying alive is important and I’m very selfish because I also don’t want to see my partner upset if I fail and they find out about it.

I just want it a 100% success rate, over with quickly and the small amount of people I’m still close with to be able to move on with their lives fairly quickly afterwards.

It’s just that fear of failure that stops me every time

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