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Random. Might post art. Different fandoms. Random, out of the blue, rants. Different things about life. Might write stories and such. Literally random.
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“And he cries and cries, cries for everything he has been, for everything he might have been, for every old hurt, for every old happiness, cries for the shame and joy of finally getting to be a child, with all of a child’s whims and wants and insecurities, for the privilege of behaving badly and being forgiven, for the luxury of tenderness, of fondness, of being served a meal and being made to eat it, for the ability, at last, at last, of believing a parent’s reassurances.”

Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life

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“You promised you would protect her,” Nico said. He might as well have stabbed me with a rusty dagger.

Percy and Nico, Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Titan’s Curse (Ch. 20, Pg. 306)

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make your good love known to me (or just tell me bout your day)

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The world is filled with all sort of sensations. Crowley is learning to explore all the best ones in the South Downs with Aziraphale, even when he tries very hard not to.

Beginning Notes: Holy shit guys I did it. I literally did not think I’d see the day again when I wrote fanfiction again and put this much effort and love into it. More about it on the AO3 version here, but basically thank you Good Omens so for re-lighting my fire. Enjoy!

P.S: Huge thanks to @ineffablefool because by slowly making my way through all of their writing (if I haven’t read them all already I don’t even know) I’m learning how to insert that Aziraphale is chubby and soft everywhere and I absolutely will not have it any other way

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If you listen well and close, anywhere you are, you can hear the hum of a bee as it busies itself doing whatever it is bees do. Pollinating a flower of some kind, perhaps.

“Crowley, you’re going to have to stop yelling at the poppies so much. You’re scaring off the bees.”

If you look well and close, anywhere you are, tilt your head up to the sky. You’ll see the clouds moving slowly, turning about the sky like breath on a cold winter day. The breath of God, perhaps. Only She could bide her time in such a way while She looks down.

“Aziraphale, could you push that cloud a little to the right? It’s blocking the sun— yesss, angel.”

“Of course, dear.”

Anywhere you go, take off your shoes and allow the grass to slap your naked ankles or the dirt to push itself into the grooves of your bare feet. 

“Anthony J Crowley, don’t you dare track dirt into our kitchen!”

Read more on AO3 here or continue below!!!

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Crowley sang hymns long forgotten to the choirs of heaven. The lyrics, old and in a language remembered only by those who fought in the first wars, stirred a sense of familiarity deep within Aziraphale's soul, though try as he might, he could not seem to recall the songs with any sense of accuracy.

They were beautiful, though, made even more so by the sweet, low timbre of Crowley's voice, and honestly, Aziraphale couldn't remember ever hearing any sound that moved him more. For when Crowley sang, he did so with such reverence, such adoration, that it was hard to believe the crooning came from one who had Fallen.

Though, perhaps it would be more accurate to say that it was because of his Fall that Crowley was able to insert more emotion into the words than any angel ever had. After all, he knew the taste of loss, knew the bitter sting of rejection. How many angels could say the same?

Crowley sang of love, but he sang of a love that had been lost, and of promises that were conditional.

As the millenia progressed, Crowley began to pick up hymns composed of human words, as well. In fact, he seemed to devote even more of a fondness to those than he did the old ones.

It shouldn't have come as a surprise, then, when he started singing songs of a different kind of devtion, after the world didn't end. These were songs about a love that was as everlasting and as it was unconditional.

And though they were more bebop than hymns (though Crowley insisted that they were most definitely neither) Aziraphale found that it was the newer songs he liked best. Though, how could he not, when Crowley looked him in the eye and sang things like I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words, how wonderful life is while you're in the world.

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AN: This is sort of a companion to this piece, though the two don't need to be read together.

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Crowley liked churches, and Aziraphale pretended that he didn't know.

He never went inside, save for that special occasion in the 1940's, but he would linger by the doorways and windows, anywhere he could hear the praise and the love spilling out into the open air.

Aziraphale had always been aware. After all, it had been he who had proudly showed Crowley (then Crawley) when the humans had first started building places of worship.

He didn't miss the way his friend's expression went raw and unguarded, some old wound reopening below the surface, though he never said anything. He figured it best to let the demon have his privacy, especially when he had drifted closer to the building and, like a puppet with its strings cut, collapsed to his knees. He let Crowley pass it off as a stumble instead of pointing it out for what it was.

Aziraphale didn't know if Crowley prayed. He didn't know if God listened if he did.

It wasn't until he heard Crowley sing that he finally began to understand.

They were in the bookshop. Just the two of them. Aziraphale was doing inventory when the words, deep and melancholic drifted to his ears.

Crowley had to know Aziraphale could hear, but Aziraphale knew they would never speak of it.

But the words of Amazing Grace had never sounded more sacred than they did being poured from Crowley's lips.

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How Crowley dances in fanfiction:

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How Crowley actually dances:

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another tv show entry on my journal! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ //

why do i sound like i’m roasting broadchurch? hahaha! broadchurch fans, i’m so sorry omg but i’m actually thinking of giving the show another chance?? if you read what i wrote, i’m kind of in the so-so side. does that make sense? anyway, this spread turned out better than i expected. hope you’re having a good day!

Source: athenus
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If you make fun of David Tennant’s real Scottish accent (and think it’s funny that he’s rarely allowed to use it in his roles!!) you are not only

  • unsexy and devoid of taste

But also

  • ignoring an ugly history
  • allowing posh southern english people to continue their erroneous belief that they have the superior accent to other English speakers in the British Isles and that they don’t sound preposterously silly.
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Men in Black (1997) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld