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@nurluxusprobleme

SW: 263- CW: 201 - GW: 154 - UGW: 132

I want to be “that girl.”

I want people to whisper “is she sick?” behind my back. I want to take off my baggy sweater to reveal the xxs T-shirt underneath and have the room go quiet. I want cheekbones and big tired eyes. I want to be the regular who’s just a black coffee, please, every morning. I want to forget I have a limit and just forget to eat. I want people to get excited when I eat an apple, just an apple thank God she’s eating something. I want my fridge to be nothing but water and a bag of iceberg lettuce. I want to forget what its like to binge. I want to stop taking any comfort in eating at all. I want to not eat because adding up calories is too much work. I want bruises on my spine from the sit-ups. i want to get under my UGW without noticing. I want to be thin.

Ultimate Binge Prevention

10. Drink a glass of water : binging will make you gain weight

9. Grab a piece of gum : binging will make your body and face bloat

8. Get out of the kitchen : it will take you double the amount of time to get to your goal weight

7. Drink more water : your clothes will become tighter

6. Go for a walk : you will regret binging in the morning

5. Watch a TV show : wearing a bathing suit will be so much harder

4. Draw yourself at your goal weight : you will feel greasy

3. Do a YouTube workout : binging ruins your teeth and skin

2. Write down the reasons you want to lose weight : you will feel guilty

1. Drink a hot tea : control yourself for future you

👏🏽thank👏🏽you👏🏽

KEEP GOING YOUR GOALS ARE IN SIGHT!!!

I’ve always loved this type of post because it genuinely motivates me

Do it for the..
  • “You got skinny!”
  • “Wow I can fit my hand all the way around your wrist”
  • Jealous stares
  • Size XXS and 00
  • “You can sit on my lap since you’re obviously the lightest”
  • Beautiful in anything
  • “You’re so light!”
  • “I’ll give you a piggyback ride”
  • Confidence in dressing rooms
  • Bikini body
  • Dainty wrists
  • Hip bones
  • Collarbones that dip for days
  • Slender legs
  • Thigh gaps
  • “You look like a model!”
  • “How did you do it?”
  • ability to feel confident in your own skin

The last point, that kind of confidence is what I desire the most