doing laundry with pots is such an exercise in cruelty. both the top-load washer and the front-load dryer require bending and reaching, which gotta be in my top ten of most ill-tolerated tasks.
everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank
#wedding happens but its wrong#and people wont leave me and new husband alone and any intimacy is interrupted#i mean tbh its a very possible fear becasue theres a distinct lack of boundaries and i have some deep-seated issues with intimacy#and like. i could see MANY of my family members being weird about it. for some reason.#ALSO i have one when someone close to me dies#where they “come back” but through some funerary ritual thing or whatever and its very obviously a reanimated corpse#like they cant/dont talk much and move slowly and i keep telling everyone its wrong and the person is dead and they need to go back#but everyone is just acting like its normal#i have.......lots of things manifest through dreams lmao
everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank
#wedding happens but its wrong#and people wont leave me and new husband alone and any intimacy is interrupted#i mean tbh its a very possible fear becasue theres a distinct lack of boundaries and i have some deep-seated issues with intimacy#and like. i could see MANY of my family members being weird about it. for some reason.#ALSO i have one when someone close to me dies#where they “come back” but through some funerary ritual thing or whatever and its very obviously a reanimated corpse#like they cant/dont talk much and move slowly and i keep telling everyone its wrong and the person is dead and they need to go back#but everyone is just acting like its normal#i have.......lots of things manifest through dreams lmao
shoutout to the gay couple who essentially queued up behind me to also take a pic
Me golf commentating: These are evil, evil men... they have done wicked deeds to be here today. There are no winners today-- Beautiful drive there. Right onto the fairway.
literally my whole life is going to change in the next year
#tbh it might be sooner#but im almost definitely moving out AND to a new state (could be as far as hawaii no joke) due to fiance's job opportunity#and as soon as we can get figured out we'll be getting married#i just hope im up for the challenge because HOO BOY ive got a lot of emotional baggage to unpack#also as soon as we can we're getting a cat (probably 2 lmao) and im SO EXCITED i miss having cats so much#tbh i think having a pet massively helps me physically and mentally and ive been doing worse since my girls passed on#but yeah its about to get real wild real fast
hugh dancy kissing u on the mouth
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Why do you think Hannibal means so much to people?
It's really, really hard to say. It's about identity. It's about the feeling of being seen in a world where you don't feel seen, maybe, and I think that resonates with a lot of people. There is something profoundly romantic about it, but in a way that kind of defies your average representations of romance. It's really twisted, and there's nothing wrong with that.
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i dont know what it is about today but i am feeling the rage
every horror writer in history wanted what the 19th floor subplot in the Wayside School books had
Also the gentlemen with the black attaché case who offer you the choice between being safe or being free and the dead rats who live in the basement.
I have no idea what Wayside School is
It’s a trilogy of absurdist children’s novels published by Louis Sachar (the author of Holes) about a school that was supposed to be one storey with thirty rooms but is actually thirty storeys with a room on each floor because the builders were holding the plans sideways (and apparently this is how architecture works). Each book consists of a series of thirty loosely interrelated short stories about the students on the thirtieth floor, and there are a bunch of weird anomalous things that become running gags throughout the novels and, actually, now that I think about it, I can definitely see how Night Vale would have been inspired by this
Sideways Stories from Wayside School is basically “American Elementary School Gothic”.
love that these are both in a different language but i can still tell exactly what the joke is
but they don't care about the burnout. everyone is burnt out, they tell me. who isn't burnt out!
the good news is they don't say depression is a choice as much anymore, but the symptoms for burn out and depression are so hand-in-hand that they are mirror images of each other. but depression is serious. you're not depressed, you're just whiny. they barely change the script - don't be lazy! burn out is for people with real problems. burn out can be resolved with some fun candles and a day off work. burn out only happens in adults - no kid can be burnt out, after all; they've barely even had a life to live!
do you have a roof over your head and a steady job? you're not burnt out. so what if every night you wake up with a panic attack frothing inside your chest. you're lucky your problems are small. get back into plants or into yoga. shut up about it.
rich people get burnt out and go to fancy places. they get burnt out in their fancy offices with their real-people problems. they get burnt out and hire an assistant to help them never burn out again. you don't have the money to burn out. you don't have the two weeks to recover in a local spa. the job you come back to will still be stressful and hard.
you find yourself often wondering - does nobody remember about the pandemic? it seems almost like a joke or a punchline. being burnt-out was okay "during" the pandemic. now that people are back to ignoring covid, burnout is just-an-excuse again.
you google how to know if it's seasonal affective disorder or burnout. you google how to know if it's anxiety or it's burnout from working. you google how to know if my depression is back or i'm burning out badly.
coming back from burnout just leaves you covered in ashes, not new growth. you struggle to get back basics, and then - you're just supposed to get back up and keep going. every day the amount of tasks you are able to do seems to dwindle even further - where does the time go? why is everything moving so-fast-and-yet-so-slow?
my therapist and i were talking about how many people had latent mental illnesses that were triggered by the pandemic. how depression can be environmental and situational. i am annoyingly logic-driven about my own recovery - i like to be sure i'm working on the "right" thing. i tell her i feel like i'm lying. that it just might be burnout, and i need to stop complaining. she asks me what words come to mind when i think of burning.
oh, i guess i see.
we casually ignore the violence of being left empty.
we casually
ignore the violence of
being left empty.
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
don’t worry about why i had to google this but this example sentence is killing me
positivity post for physically disabled people :] if you are/have:
- d/Deaf/HOH
- blind/visually impaired
- an amputee
- ME/CFS
- fibromyalgia
- POTS
- multiple sclerosis
- SCI
- cerebral palsy
- arthritis
- EDS or h/EDS
- unlabeled chronic pain or fatigue
- cystic fibriosis
- a mobility aid user
- or any other physical disability i missed with my poor memory and limited knowledge
i hope you have a very very good day :]
Prince Sidon looks like a Shark Tales Shark badly photoshoped onto a bodybuilder
Its him, legend of zelda heartthrob prince sidon
Please stop unfollowing me
i still think this post was criminally underappreciated
Bringing this back for TOTK cuz I was and am right