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the winter without.

@now-pass-the-shallows / now-pass-the-shallows.tumblr.com

@anthonyy.tww

Been a while, hasn’t it? Any of my old mutuals still use this? I miss ya’ll and hope you’re doing well

Since I was thirteen I’ve dealt with manic depression and I had a difficult time comprehending the things that I wanted to be and I lived a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing everything I could to try to make myself feel better but I felt an absence, I felt like I needed to die. I felt like nothing existed and I felt that I wasn’t worthwhile breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family, and then it came to the point where I started losing friends. People who had the same fucking ideas as myself but I have to be strong and I have to live my life as a continuation of theirs lost and I have to do everything in my fucking power to be the person that I can be and live my life the best way I fucking can and some days it’s so hard to fucking stand.

A Portrait Of- Sorority Noise (via cosmicxashes)

“"I HAVE RUN OUT OF COMPASSION FOR WOLVES

Perhaps this body belongs to the first time I was raped. & I think about how fucked up it is to begin a sentence with “The first time I was raped,” & how when I talk to other women about this, it seems like it’s almost not even if you’ve been assaulted, but when.”