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Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

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Belle. 26. California. Wincest and J2 are everything.I'm a complete mess. *Sidebar Image Credit*

So Sam adopted a kid in that hunt he got called to do, and orphaned kid who he took care of as his baby. That's what happened you saw it I saw. What do you mean? That's literally it I saw with my eyes Sam adopted a baby. I didn't see anyone else just Sam adopting his baby, taking care of him, being a great dad and then going to heaven to meet with Dean, who had been driving towards him all along.

   #i saw the nanny for a second but did you see pics of anyone but the baby??? i didnt                    #bc sam adopted and had a baby and then went to his soulmate and i LOVE THAT SHIT                    #spn spoilers                    #spn series finale                    #wincest                    #yes it gets a tag motherfuckers                    #WE WON I NEVER CALLED DABB A C*NT                    #YOU DONT GOT ME ON TAPE DAB IS MY FRIEND            

It's really hard to process that SPN will end tonight. Even if I stopped actively watching the seasons a couple yers ago but somehow stayed in fandom, it was almost reassuring to know that the series that made me happy for so many years and helped me during the saddest moments was still going, still out there in case I ever needed it again.

Sam and Dean (along with J2) will for ever have a especial place in my heart, as their show kept me company during crucial times where I needed that *something* to cheer me up and make me feel like I could belong with the friends I made here, when nothing else in my life did. It's just a show but it became so much more to me then. I'm sad is over but I'm thanful it happened. I'm lucky I got into it when I did and I'll for ever be grateful for all it gave me.

So thank you for all that, Supernatural. It will always be a part of me now.

I stopped actively watching Supernatural a few years ago, but I have never stopped loving it. It has meant so much to me since the day I found it and has had a big part of my heart, and always will. Sam and Dean Winchester have meant so much to me, and the thought of it now being over genuinely makes me emotional. I helped me so much through some dark times, kept me sand and company through college, and I’m forever thankful and grateful that it exists.

Sam and Dean, and J2, will forever and always mean so much to me. SPN will forever and always mean so much to me. I have so many memories attached to this show, so much nostalgia, and I always think of them fondly. It was a huge comfort for me, and still is tbh, and it just still doesn’t feel real that it’s over. I love Supernatural, I love J2, and I love Sam and Dean Wincehster. Thank you for existing and for giving me /so/ much.