“I hope the universe sends you little signs to remind you of me. It doesn’t have to be much. It doesn’t have to be life-changing. Just one small thing from time to time to keep the memories alive. To have my favorite song play at 2 am to remind you of all the smiles we shared. To walk past a stranger in the street and smell my perfume. It’s the little things that are the worst, after all. It’s the little things, if combined, have the biggest impact. The little things that are so small you barely notice them. The kind that slips through your finger. I don’t want you to be in pain. I don’t want you to cry. I just hope you think of me with a smile. I hope you don’t regret the memories we share. It’s all I ask for.”

“I’d like to list a couple of hundred things I miss about you. But it’s a lot to write down. So perhaps I’d only write down the first couple of things that popped up, because they’re the most painful ones, and won’t stop burning at the back of my head. // I miss your random texts that seem to pop out of nowhere. No matter what time it is, those always amuse me. I’m always the first to hear your rants about your favorite song, your favorite movie, your future, your fears, your stupid jokes that supposed to insult me, but I just laughed it off. // I don’t know what came into you to tell me these things, but whatever it is, I’m glad. I guess whatever it is, it’s gone now. // I miss your eyebrows, oddly enough. They’re thick and looked like caterpillars, but they’re also yours, so they’re beautiful. // I miss laughing with you. With you. At you. Because of you. Actually anything that includes you made me happy as hell. God, I miss you. // There are more I’d like to say. I’d say I miss your eyes, your hands, your laughs, your leather jacket, but I guess I’m running out of words. I’m running out ways to say I miss you.”

“I think I miss myself the most.”

“i hope someday you will find me and remember what i once meant to you”

““I miss you” he said, Words I wanted to hear from you for so long I wanted to scream “I miss you too”, my heart wanted to jump out of my chest and wrap its arms around you I wanted to tell you that I never took your toothbrush out of the bathroom and no one took your spot on the left side of my bed I wanted to tell you everything was the way you left it and it can be all yours if you wanted Oh god, how I wish I could have. But I can’t forget the way you left with no hesitation I can’t forget how I saw a flash of a person I didn’t recognize and the person you were afterwards was cruel I can forgive you- we both knew I did before you asked, but I can’t forget.”