Are you a magician or what?

why can I not get over you? 

why does it feel like all the 7 billion can’t fill in your place

 what did you do to me?

why you had to be so wise?

how did you impress me like this 

are you a magician or what

and knowing that you’re closer than a couple hours from me

knowing that we passed the same streets

we’re breathing the same air

maybe we passed by each other one day

not realizing who that stranger was

maybe you were sitting across me in that bus 

but I was too busy looking at my phone and

didn’t even see you.

Maybe we saw each other but didn’t know

what was laying behind those eyes

maybe we’re the cure for each other

that we’ve been looking for all these years...

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Life is Such a Deceptive Journey

At first, your mind is just a blank page and you start to fill it as you learn and then by the time you’re thinking you’ve got it all figured out it makes you realize so many things you believed to be true were actually not right and you start rewriting all over again until you find out that there was no right and wrong since the beginning…

why can’t we just be souls wihtout bodies?

why are theese layers of bones, skin and clothes so important?

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IS IT ReLaTaBlE ThAt

I don't want to be only

next to you...

Close to you...

Near you...

I want to be

In your mind,

In your heart,

In your soul,

I’m right here, where you left me… your smell is still on the air. When I close my eyes I feel like you’re still here but I can’t feel your warm hands.  I deny your absence but I know deep down that there won’t be anyone to hold me when I stumble and fall…  There won’t be anyone to trust me more than I do…  Do I wanna forget about it all? No way! even though it feels like I’m dying right know our memories were the best moments of my life I wouldn’t change them to anything.I can’t make you love me back again. All I can ask from you is not to forget me because if you forget me I’ll start to think everything was a dream, a scenario I made up in my mind…

Sometimes just ignore me

Sometimes I get tired of acting like I'm all okay maybe huh? Not everyone has perfect lives i don't want your support. Listening is not enough and I'm not asking for anything so just let it go like I do. Stop asking what's wrong it's maybe none of your business...

Why do we stay away ? while we're silently screaming how we need each other with our eyes

None of us has chosen being here. Is there anyone who truly knows the meaning of life?

How caught up we're with so little things. Why don't we see the big picture?

I’m in the middle of a sea rawing without knowing which way I’m headed. I’m just staying alive, I keep saying to myself but I know that I’ll never get to see the ground so is it better to just give up now if I’m giving effort for nothing? Why is this meaningless struggle,when I can just lay down and look at the sky and dream about being somewhere else or I could just go in a deep sleep where I can forget where I came from, the ground. Either way it’s gonna end but it’s. my choice how to spend it…